So, I have come to the conclusion that the Pierce The Veil Pandora station is the most flawless station ever.
I've been listening for over an hour and its so amazing, every song is perfect!
8/31/12
Flawless Writing
Here are some flawless fanfictions, mostly one shots.
Not necessarily my favorites, but beautifully written.
These are all 5 stars, why aren't these people published, work.
* = possible trigger warning (such as eating disorders, abuse, rape, self harm ect)
These are all so amazing, some of these aren't my otp, which is saying something.
➜I Painted A Scene That Lit The Stars For Me | Harry/Louis | NC-17 ‘Harry still remembers the first tattoo he got…’ 10,000+ words
➜(hey baby can you) bleed like me | OT5 | PG-13 Of course they're afraid. Who wouldn't be? 5,000+ words. *
➜of all the stars most beautiful | Harry/Louis, Zayn/Liam | PG (?) louis sells books and harry makes sandwiches and zayn meets someone on the internet. 5,700 words
➜It’s a Sports Analogy for Something |Zayn/Harry, Niall/Louis | PG-13 In which they are all Olympics athletes. Except Zayn. He’s just an art student going to university in London. 6,500+ words
➜sing along and it might just get you through |Louis/Harry | R what happens when a northern indierocker stumbles across a teenybopper popstar in the middle of the street in manchester, basically. 10,500 words
➜Undressed | OT5 (friendship) | R They come back to the bungalow to help Harry detox from heroin 23,000+ words
➜running you with red | harry/louis, zayn/liam. | R The guys are fighters. 6,000 words
➜a call to arms | Harry/Louis, OT5 (friendship) | PG-13 Louis is a magician, Liam is his cleaning lady and Harry's the prince of a country on the brink of war. 9,000 words
➜unclean, rotten, endless | Liam/Harry, Zayn/Louis | R (This is not a love story.) Harry Styles plays the violin; Liam Payne plays the piano. Their best friends are in this kind of love that leaves more scars than anything else. They don't fall in love 29,600+ words
➜we are all illuminated | Harry/Louis | R The one where they're both painters and it shouldn't be a problem, but it is.15,600+ words
➜Through the Darkest of Your Days | Harry/Louis, OT5 friendship| R Harry thinks he might not really know what okay is, but Louis is warm next to him, solid and constant and questioning. He’s all wide eyes and nerves and vulnerability. And this feels alright, this might be some sort of okay, Harry thinks
➜
Incomplete. To be finished later.
Not necessarily my favorites, but beautifully written.
These are all 5 stars, why aren't these people published, work.
* = possible trigger warning (such as eating disorders, abuse, rape, self harm ect)
These are all so amazing, some of these aren't my otp, which is saying something.
➜I Painted A Scene That Lit The Stars For Me | Harry/Louis | NC-17 ‘Harry still remembers the first tattoo he got…’ 10,000+ words
➜(hey baby can you) bleed like me | OT5 | PG-13 Of course they're afraid. Who wouldn't be? 5,000+ words. *
➜of all the stars most beautiful | Harry/Louis, Zayn/Liam | PG (?) louis sells books and harry makes sandwiches and zayn meets someone on the internet. 5,700 words
➜It’s a Sports Analogy for Something |Zayn/Harry, Niall/Louis | PG-13 In which they are all Olympics athletes. Except Zayn. He’s just an art student going to university in London. 6,500+ words
➜sing along and it might just get you through |Louis/Harry | R what happens when a northern indierocker stumbles across a teenybopper popstar in the middle of the street in manchester, basically. 10,500 words
➜Undressed | OT5 (friendship) | R They come back to the bungalow to help Harry detox from heroin 23,000+ words
➜running you with red | harry/louis, zayn/liam. | R The guys are fighters. 6,000 words
➜a call to arms | Harry/Louis, OT5 (friendship) | PG-13 Louis is a magician, Liam is his cleaning lady and Harry's the prince of a country on the brink of war. 9,000 words
➜unclean, rotten, endless | Liam/Harry, Zayn/Louis | R (This is not a love story.) Harry Styles plays the violin; Liam Payne plays the piano. Their best friends are in this kind of love that leaves more scars than anything else. They don't fall in love 29,600+ words
➜we are all illuminated | Harry/Louis | R The one where they're both painters and it shouldn't be a problem, but it is.15,600+ words
➜Through the Darkest of Your Days | Harry/Louis, OT5 friendship| R Harry thinks he might not really know what okay is, but Louis is warm next to him, solid and constant and questioning. He’s all wide eyes and nerves and vulnerability. And this feels alright, this might be some sort of okay, Harry thinks
➜
Incomplete. To be finished later.
My Music Taste..
I'll break it down..
Nirvana
Sublime
The Beatles
Led Zeppelin
Queen
The Clash
Rolling Stones
The Ramones
Grateful Dead
The Killers
The Script
Coldplay
The Temper Trap
The Fray
The Black Keys
Snow Patrol
One Direction
Ed Sheeran
Cher Lloyd
The Wanted
Pierce The Veil
Sleeping With Sirens
Falling In Reverse
Bring Me The Horizon
Black Veil Brides
Alesana
Of Mice and Men
Hollywood Undead
Asking Alexandria
Underoath
Hawthorne Heights
All Time Low
Jack's Mannequin
Panic! at The Disco
Fall Out Boy
My Chemical Romance
The Used
The Maine
Paramore
Good Charlotte
Greenday
Nevershoutnever!
Trapt
Papa Roach
System of a Down
Scars on Broadway
Slipknot
Avenged Sevenfold
Nirvana
Sublime
The Beatles
Led Zeppelin
Queen
The Clash
Rolling Stones
The Ramones
Grateful Dead
The Killers
The Script
Coldplay
The Temper Trap
The Fray
The Black Keys
Snow Patrol
One Direction
Ed Sheeran
Cher Lloyd
The Wanted
Pierce The Veil
Sleeping With Sirens
Falling In Reverse
Bring Me The Horizon
Black Veil Brides
Alesana
Of Mice and Men
Hollywood Undead
Asking Alexandria
Underoath
Hawthorne Heights
All Time Low
Jack's Mannequin
Panic! at The Disco
Fall Out Boy
My Chemical Romance
The Used
The Maine
Paramore
Good Charlotte
Greenday
Nevershoutnever!
Trapt
Papa Roach
System of a Down
Scars on Broadway
Slipknot
Avenged Sevenfold
Massive Ship Wars..
Let me tell you of this beautiful time in history.
Once upon a time, I could go onto the tag of my OTP (Larry Stylinson) and all that was on the tag was pictures, nice edits, a few text post, and lot of great fanficiton.
I know, I know, hard to believe.
Then, the Elounor shippers came.
Now, the Larry Stylinson tag is one huge war.
If you ship Larry Stylinson, don't post in the Elounor or Gryles tag. If you ship Ziam don't post in the Ziall an Niam tag.
Its easy.
Let's say I, as a Larry shipper, want to rant about an annoying Elounor shipper.
I would be smart and respectful and not tag it with Elounor, because Elounor shippers don't want to read that.
Let's say I am an Elounor Shipper and I want to rant about how deluded Larry shippers are.
I would tag it under Elounor, so my fellow shippers could read it, but not Larry shippers.
But, maybe you like organizing your blog and want everything tagged.
That's fine.
If I'm organized and want to tag my Elounor hate rant with Elounor, then, I can do this:
Why I hate Elounor and its shippers.
*Warning this a rant. Elounor shippers should NOT read*
Read More
Yeah guys, "Read More" was create for a reason.
Once upon a time, I could go onto the tag of my OTP (Larry Stylinson) and all that was on the tag was pictures, nice edits, a few text post, and lot of great fanficiton.
I know, I know, hard to believe.
Then, the Elounor shippers came.
Now, the Larry Stylinson tag is one huge war.
If you ship Larry Stylinson, don't post in the Elounor or Gryles tag. If you ship Ziam don't post in the Ziall an Niam tag.
Its easy.
Let's say I, as a Larry shipper, want to rant about an annoying Elounor shipper.
I would be smart and respectful and not tag it with Elounor, because Elounor shippers don't want to read that.
Let's say I am an Elounor Shipper and I want to rant about how deluded Larry shippers are.
I would tag it under Elounor, so my fellow shippers could read it, but not Larry shippers.
But, maybe you like organizing your blog and want everything tagged.
That's fine.
If I'm organized and want to tag my Elounor hate rant with Elounor, then, I can do this:
Why I hate Elounor and its shippers.
*Warning this a rant. Elounor shippers should NOT read*
Read More
Yeah guys, "Read More" was create for a reason.
There's like no fanfiction lately?
Idk, it seems like no one is writing new fanfiction or updating lately..
Did MTV rig the VMAs?
So, there's a lot of talk about One Direction's managment paying MTV for One Direction to win the award for "Most Sharable Video" or something like that.
Rumors started after this picture appeared:
It reads:
How does 1D keep getting votes so fast after they start to lose?
[mtv]: 1D's managment gave us $ 150,000 to have this contest and have them win, But you can't say anything about it.
Rumors started after this picture appeared:
It reads:
How does 1D keep getting votes so fast after they start to lose?
[mtv]: 1D's managment gave us $ 150,000 to have this contest and have them win, But you can't say anything about it.
A. It would a hell of a lot more to pay to make and win an award like this
B. Why would MTV tell a fan this? Exactly.
C. We all know how easy it to fake DMs.
It is pretty weird though, Justin generally keeps a steady, even vote stream, while we go up and down like a rollarcoaster.
Considering Justin has 27 mil vs. 1D's 6 mil.
I have a few theories actually..
One is that, well, I've heard before that a lot of Justin followers are fake, created my management and stuff. If you go and look at Justin followers, so many of them are eggs that follow only a handful of completely random people, and have never tweeted before.
See? All these people follow Justin, a few more people, but have never tweeted, and there's thousands of them.
Either way, the contest isn't rigged. I alone have voted hundreds of times!
"Live While We're Young" premier
..Or not?
I dunno man, I've been hearing for a while that "Live While We're Young" is going to be played for the first time tomorrow on BBC Radio 1 at 10 am.
But other people are saying Sept. 24?
But if it premiers on Sept. 24, then they won't sing LWWY at the VMAs...
I dunno, but if it does play you can hear it here at:
10 am UK Time
2 am Pacific Time
5 am East Coast Time
I don't know the other times but you can find out what time its playing near you by:
Right click the time on your computer:
I dunno man, I've been hearing for a while that "Live While We're Young" is going to be played for the first time tomorrow on BBC Radio 1 at 10 am.
But other people are saying Sept. 24?
But if it premiers on Sept. 24, then they won't sing LWWY at the VMAs...
I dunno, but if it does play you can hear it here at:
10 am UK Time
2 am Pacific Time
5 am East Coast Time
I don't know the other times but you can find out what time its playing near you by:
Right click the time on your computer:
Select "Adjust Time/Date"
Click on Addiction Clocks:
Click on "Show this clock"
Click "Select Time Zone"
Select "(UTC) Dublin, Edinburgh, Linbon, London
Rename it (optional)
Then when you click on your clock it will show you UK time show you can always know what time it is where the boys are!
I just want to know!!!
8/30/12
Album cover for the new One Direction album, "Take Me Home"
I for one, really like it.
It playful, cute, bright, sexy and it screams "We're British!" (and the Irish one gets looked in the phone booth)
People That Should Be In One Direction
Casper Lee aka Louis' and Niall's love child
Tom Daley
Dylan O' Brian
Damon Fizzy
These are the 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th members now because I said so.
Chatroom (The Movie)
Okay, so I was casually scrolling my dash right? When I come across this gif:
And I was like, who is this!?
Then I was like, sdfghjkl Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging and wow that dude is hot. So, I looked him up and read about the movies in his Wikipedia page..
And now I'm watching the movie Chatroom
And I was like, who is this!?
Then I was like, sdfghjkl Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging and wow that dude is hot. So, I looked him up and read about the movies in his Wikipedia page..
And now I'm watching the movie Chatroom
MPREG :P
Okay, so, earlier this day, me and my homie dogs (aka my two best friends) were casually chilling outside of quik-stop, where we literally go everyday, and I'm not sure how it happened, but my best friend and I ended up planning a huge smutty, mpreg story for Larry Stylinson, in front of my other best friend.
My other best friend has never read fanfiction, let alone gay fanfiction, so the idea of smutty mpreg to her was asdfghjkl.
Well, technically she had read smut, if you count me reading her some, multiple times, but she probably wasn't paying attention.
My best friend and I don't even like Mpreg but we have some pretty weird ideas to write one.
Makes me think, this is best friend that knows most fandom stuff, you know? But what would happen if I just read smut to a completely normal person? And showed them some edits..
My other best friend has never read fanfiction, let alone gay fanfiction, so the idea of smutty mpreg to her was asdfghjkl.
Well, technically she had read smut, if you count me reading her some, multiple times, but she probably wasn't paying attention.
My best friend and I don't even like Mpreg but we have some pretty weird ideas to write one.
Makes me think, this is best friend that knows most fandom stuff, you know? But what would happen if I just read smut to a completely normal person? And showed them some edits..
8/29/12
Things You Don't Know About Me
✖Ashley Tisdale was my idol in 4th grade.
✖My first crush, ever, was Uncle Jesse from Full House
✖Everyone in my family is a (wannabe) hipster and it's hilarious
✖I never uploaded a picture of myself on myspace and I had a facebook for over a year before I did because I'm really insecure
✖It would shock the hell out of everyone that knows me, besides my best friend, that I go on a kinkmeme and read gay porn everyday
✖I like reading about self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, and basically anything angsty
✖I hope no one looks at my history, because its really weird.
✖I have really bad anxiety
✖I have Cyclothymia, which is kind of a mild form of Bipolar Disorder
✖I cry. A lot. (ex. Last week my cousin ripped of my bracelet. I started crying. My mom said I'm a good daughter *snort* I started crying.) and blush. A lot.
✖I have a huge fear of people in my real life finding me on the internet
✖My first crush, ever, was Uncle Jesse from Full House
✖Everyone in my family is a (wannabe) hipster and it's hilarious
✖I never uploaded a picture of myself on myspace and I had a facebook for over a year before I did because I'm really insecure
✖It would shock the hell out of everyone that knows me, besides my best friend, that I go on a kinkmeme and read gay porn everyday
✖I like reading about self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, and basically anything angsty
✖I hope no one looks at my history, because its really weird.
✖I have really bad anxiety
✖I have Cyclothymia, which is kind of a mild form of Bipolar Disorder
✖I cry. A lot. (ex. Last week my cousin ripped of my bracelet. I started crying. My mom said I'm a good daughter *snort* I started crying.) and blush. A lot.
✖I have a huge fear of people in my real life finding me on the internet
8/28/12
Favorite Youtubers
My Favorite Youtuber's that you should subscribe to because they're awesome.
➜Deefizzy (Damon Fizzy)
➜ Janoskians (Luke, Jai, Beau, Skip, and James)
➜Cyr1216 (Vincent Cyr)
➜TouchTheSkysFilm (Christian Novelli)
➜ dicasp (Caspar Lee)
➜Jacks Gap (Jack Harris)
➜OFFICALsampepper (Sam Pepper)
➜TheMazziMaz (Mazzi Maz)
➜Mattg124 (Matt G)
➜BryanStars (Bryan Stars)
➜danisnotonfire (Dan Howell)
➜AmazingPhil (Phil Lester)
➜Deefizzy (Damon Fizzy)
➜ Janoskians (Luke, Jai, Beau, Skip, and James)
➜Cyr1216 (Vincent Cyr)
➜TouchTheSkysFilm (Christian Novelli)
➜ dicasp (Caspar Lee)
➜Jacks Gap (Jack Harris)
➜OFFICALsampepper (Sam Pepper)
➜TheMazziMaz (Mazzi Maz)
➜Mattg124 (Matt G)
➜BryanStars (Bryan Stars)
➜danisnotonfire (Dan Howell)
➜AmazingPhil (Phil Lester)
I Ship Dylan o'Brian and Harry Styles
goes against my otps..
Dylan O'Brian and Harry Styles. DYLAN SAID HE LOVES HARRY OK. I SHIP THEM. I NEED SOME FANFICTION.
Dylan O'Brian and Harry Styles. DYLAN SAID HE LOVES HARRY OK. I SHIP THEM. I NEED SOME FANFICTION.
#VoteOneDirection
Tweet it, man, tweet like you've never tweeted before.
The boys deserve it.
Every tweet with the hash tag #VoteOneDirection is a vote, so tweet, tweet, tweet.
You can see who's in the lead here.
Justin Bieber is the lead. Lets fix that yes?
And, Biebers or whatever the hell they're called, "Gayrection" isn't an insult. There's nothing wrong with being gay.
Edit: We're the lead now ('cause we're the mostobsessed, mean, horrible, rudest dedicated fandom). But keep voting!!!
The boys deserve it.
Every tweet with the hash tag #VoteOneDirection is a vote, so tweet, tweet, tweet.
You can see who's in the lead here.
Justin Bieber is the lead. Lets fix that yes?
And, Biebers or whatever the hell they're called, "Gayrection" isn't an insult. There's nothing wrong with being gay.
Edit: We're the lead now ('cause we're the most
8/27/12
No good ff latley
Haven't read a good fanfiction in days.
Dis ain't cool. Get to it Larry shippers.
Ugh, I guess I'll update my list of fanfictions I've read.
Dis ain't cool. Get to it Larry shippers.
Ugh, I guess I'll update my list of fanfictions I've read.
Common Misconceptions About Eating Disorders
~Trigger warning: This post contains possible trigger topics of someone with an eat disorder. If you would like to talk, I'm always here~
8/25/12
I hate mandaswaggie more than plasticbieber
PB is bitch and insults my babies...
BUT NO ONE CAN FUCKING INSULT KURT COBAIN AND FREDDIE MERCURY. THAT IS NOT OKAY BECAUSE THOSE ARE SERIOUSLY TWO OF THE BEST MUSICIANS OF ALL TIME. YOU CAN'T INSULT THEM YOU JUST CAN'T.
BUT NO ONE CAN FUCKING INSULT KURT COBAIN AND FREDDIE MERCURY. THAT IS NOT OKAY BECAUSE THOSE ARE SERIOUSLY TWO OF THE BEST MUSICIANS OF ALL TIME. YOU CAN'T INSULT THEM YOU JUST CAN'T.
8/24/12
Favorite Album for Every Letter of the Alphabet
A: Abbey Road -The Beatles
B: Black Parade- My Chemical Romance
C: Chronicles of Life and Death- Good Charlotte
D: Dark Side of The Moon- Pink Floyd
E: Everything In Transit- Jack's Mannequin
F: Fever You Can't Sweat Out- Panic! at The Disco
G: Getting Away With Murder- Papa Roach
H: Hypnotize- System Of A Down (This one was hard..)
I: Imagine- John Lennon (Also a hard one..)
J: I don't have a single album that starts with a "j"
K: Or "k"
L: Led Zeppelin I- Led Zeppelin
M: Magical Mystery Tour- The Beatles
N: Nevermind- Nirvana
O: Only Through The Pain- Trapt
P: Party Scene- All Time Low
Q: Queen- Queen
R: Robbin' The Hood- Sublime (Hard... a lot of albums starts with an "R")
S: Sublime- Sublime (Also a lot of albums)
T: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge - My Chemical Romance
U: Up All Night- One Direction
V: Viva La Vida Or Death and All His Friends- Coldplay
W: Where Myth Fades To Legend- Alesana
X: X&Y- Coldplay
Y: The Young and the Hopeless- Good Charotte
Z: nada
123: 40oz to Freedom
+_*&^ : "+"- Ed Sheeran
B: Black Parade- My Chemical Romance
C: Chronicles of Life and Death- Good Charlotte
D: Dark Side of The Moon- Pink Floyd
E: Everything In Transit- Jack's Mannequin
F: Fever You Can't Sweat Out- Panic! at The Disco
G: Getting Away With Murder- Papa Roach
H: Hypnotize- System Of A Down (This one was hard..)
I: Imagine- John Lennon (Also a hard one..)
J: I don't have a single album that starts with a "j"
K: Or "k"
L: Led Zeppelin I- Led Zeppelin
M: Magical Mystery Tour- The Beatles
N: Nevermind- Nirvana
O: Only Through The Pain- Trapt
P: Party Scene- All Time Low
Q: Queen- Queen
R: Robbin' The Hood- Sublime (Hard... a lot of albums starts with an "R")
S: Sublime- Sublime (Also a lot of albums)
T: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge - My Chemical Romance
U: Up All Night- One Direction
V: Viva La Vida Or Death and All His Friends- Coldplay
W: Where Myth Fades To Legend- Alesana
X: X&Y- Coldplay
Y: The Young and the Hopeless- Good Charotte
Z: nada
123: 40oz to Freedom
+_*&^ : "+"- Ed Sheeran
8/23/12
Ipod shuffle survey thing
Put your iPod on shuffle and press next song for each question. Put the song that pops up on the question.
8/22/12
Why did my blog get so many views today?
I'm scared; This blog typically gets 500-600 views on a normal day. If I make a really good post, this blog gets 1,000 views.
But, I haven't posted anything since yesterday..
But, I haven't posted anything since yesterday..
8/21/12
Books to read before summer ends:
I am a reader. Reading is what I do, and love, along with writing, and there is truly nothing on earth I love more.
Except, this summer (okay, being honest, this whole earth) I have only read a half full of books. Actually, I didn't read a single book this summer.
I didn't read a single, but I read hundreds worthy of being published (one direction/Larry Stylinson) fanfictions.
So, this is a list of books I want to read/reread by the end of summer (two weeks), which I probably won't finish because I'm writing so much right now.
Purge: Rehab Diaries by Nicole Johns
The Fault In Our Stars by John Green
Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan
Looking For Alaska by John Green
Paper Towns by John Green
Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult
Catalyst by Laurie Halse Anderson
Invincible Summer by Hannah Moskowitz
Break by Hannah Moskowitz
Saving June by Hannah Harrington
The Beginning of the After by Jennifer Castle
The Thing About the Truth by Lauren Barnholdt
Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
Except, this summer (okay, being honest, this whole earth) I have only read a half full of books. Actually, I didn't read a single book this summer.
I didn't read a single, but I read hundreds worthy of being published (one direction/Larry Stylinson) fanfictions.
So, this is a list of books I want to read/reread by the end of summer (two weeks), which I probably won't finish because I'm writing so much right now.
Purge: Rehab Diaries by Nicole Johns
The Fault In Our Stars by John Green
Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan
Looking For Alaska by John Green
Paper Towns by John Green
Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult
Catalyst by Laurie Halse Anderson
Invincible Summer by Hannah Moskowitz
Break by Hannah Moskowitz
Saving June by Hannah Harrington
The Beginning of the After by Jennifer Castle
The Thing About the Truth by Lauren Barnholdt
Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
I want to ride a train
I've never ridden a train. Is that weird?
Wait, does the subway count as a train? Well, I don't count it.
I actually really like the subway. Except I hate being with tons of people I don't know, so I kind of hate it too.
But like, yeah, I want to go on a train, that's above ground and like an overnight train.
Wait, does the subway count as a train? Well, I don't count it.
I actually really like the subway. Except I hate being with tons of people I don't know, so I kind of hate it too.
But like, yeah, I want to go on a train, that's above ground and like an overnight train.
8/20/12
Playlist to what I'm currently writting..
I'm currently working on three pieces, all original, plus some ideas..
Shameless: Basically, a girl is dating a famous guy to get her band famous. I've had this idea since Nov. and I'm finally getting around to it.
Lights Will Guide You Home: Basically, about a boy that has a habit of running away, he's looking for a distraction one day when he runs into a girl who's his opposite.
Freefall: This guy has sex with his girl and she's dead the next day. Everyone besides her sister is convinced she committed suicide. The girls sister thinks the boy murdered her. When he's proven innocent, they team up to figure out who really killed her.
Idea #1: An eating disorder story thing. The idea is a gay guy (17?) and his slightly older boyfriend (20?) yeah, and I don't really know..
Idea #2: ok so, they're like a glass (maybe not glass..) wall that separates two sides of the world, and like one side is taught that the other side is evil vise versa.. idk.. like the prince/princess falls in love with the other prince/princess.
Random, but I can't write het. fanfiction but I can't write slash orignal stuff. I'm so weird. Also, I've never written anything about lesbians.. I don't think I can. Maybe I'll try..
Playlist:
Enigma- Trapt
Nothing- Script
When We Were Young- The Killers
Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Greenday
I'm Yours (cover)- One Direction
Romeo and Juliet- The Killers
Wonderwall (cover)- One Direction
Wonderwall (cover)- Ed Sheeran
You Found Me- The Fray
Viva La Vida- Coldplay
Wayfaring Stranger- Ed Sheeran
Fix You- Coldplay
The Scientist- Coldplay
Use Somebody (vocals only)-One Direction
Skinny Love (cover)- Ed Sheerean
Chill Murray- Young Science
She's a Handsome Woman- Panic! at the Disco
My Heart- Paramore
Little Lady- Ed Sheeran
Read All About It- Emeli Sande
Desert Song- My Chemical Romance
How To Save A Life- The Fray
Shameless: Basically, a girl is dating a famous guy to get her band famous. I've had this idea since Nov. and I'm finally getting around to it.
Lights Will Guide You Home: Basically, about a boy that has a habit of running away, he's looking for a distraction one day when he runs into a girl who's his opposite.
Freefall: This guy has sex with his girl and she's dead the next day. Everyone besides her sister is convinced she committed suicide. The girls sister thinks the boy murdered her. When he's proven innocent, they team up to figure out who really killed her.
Idea #1: An eating disorder story thing. The idea is a gay guy (17?) and his slightly older boyfriend (20?) yeah, and I don't really know..
Idea #2: ok so, they're like a glass (maybe not glass..) wall that separates two sides of the world, and like one side is taught that the other side is evil vise versa.. idk.. like the prince/princess falls in love with the other prince/princess.
Random, but I can't write het. fanfiction but I can't write slash orignal stuff. I'm so weird. Also, I've never written anything about lesbians.. I don't think I can. Maybe I'll try..
Playlist:
Enigma- Trapt
Nothing- Script
When We Were Young- The Killers
Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Greenday
I'm Yours (cover)- One Direction
Romeo and Juliet- The Killers
Wonderwall (cover)- One Direction
Wonderwall (cover)- Ed Sheeran
You Found Me- The Fray
Viva La Vida- Coldplay
Wayfaring Stranger- Ed Sheeran
Fix You- Coldplay
The Scientist- Coldplay
Use Somebody (vocals only)-One Direction
Skinny Love (cover)- Ed Sheerean
Chill Murray- Young Science
She's a Handsome Woman- Panic! at the Disco
My Heart- Paramore
Little Lady- Ed Sheeran
Read All About It- Emeli Sande
Desert Song- My Chemical Romance
How To Save A Life- The Fray
When I'm a parent...
My kid wants to go to a concert? I'll get VIP
My kid wants to drive 15 hours to go see her idol? Let's bring the best friend along.
My kid wants to wait all day to go to signing? Sure, I'll pack snacks.
My kid is reading/writing gay porn? Ha ha, better than het.
My kid wants to see an 'R' movie? No problem.
My kid an unlimited internet cell phone plan because they need tumblr and tweet 24/7? Duh.
My kid is gay/pan/bi? Thats fine.
My kid would rather blog all evening than hang out with friends? Awesome.
My kid had internet friends? Well, if we're ever in that state..
My kid wants to be out past ten on a school night? Fine.
My kid wants to drive 15 hours to go see her idol? Let's bring the best friend along.
My kid wants to wait all day to go to signing? Sure, I'll pack snacks.
My kid is reading/writing gay porn? Ha ha, better than het.
My kid wants to see an 'R' movie? No problem.
My kid an unlimited internet cell phone plan because they need tumblr and tweet 24/7? Duh.
My kid is gay/pan/bi? Thats fine.
My kid would rather blog all evening than hang out with friends? Awesome.
My kid had internet friends? Well, if we're ever in that state..
My kid wants to be out past ten on a school night? Fine.
I hope they make us write what i did this summer essays...
I start school Sept. 4 (i think) and I really hope they make us write "What I did this summer" essays so I can write this:
this summer was so amazing, and productive! i did a lot! i spent 97% of my summer in my room, eating on this magical website with rainbows and unicorns. i would wake up at noon and go to sleep at four, so be lucky im here right now.
so basically i read a lot of really good fanfiction, check out my fic rec yeah? and i read some really good ANALysis! I got GIMP the photo editing program and it basically changed my life ok. I'm close to 1,000 followers and that basically all i want in life ok? help a sista out. i rebloged alot and posted some stuff.
oh yeah and i ship two flawless homosexuals so fucking hard and read so much smut. ah man i read my first incest and so much underage i am going to hell probs.
it wasn't all fun and games tho. first of all, TIME DIFFERENCES like..why? oh and shipping wars (Larry for life bro. and ziam) DO YOU NOT SEE TRUE LOVE?? peeps are cray. ugh then theres ignorant people. elounor shipers ew. people that don't update fanfiction.
and omg. if you think that harry "cuppycake kitten" styles tops 100% of the time u r deluded. i use to be like totally louis tops 100% of the time. but i think he gives harry turns now, maybe 50 50 idk. im still waiting for da sex tape, you feel me?
and feels. puppy liam feels. hobo zayn feels.HEIght differnce feels. beanie feels. tummy feels. lets fuck niall feels WHY WHY WHY
IF YOU'RE A FAN OF 1D JUST A FAN AND NOT FUCKING OBSESSED HOW HOW DO YOU DO THAT LISTEN TO ONE DIRECTION THEY SAID THEY'RE HOT THEY SAID THEY NEVER SAID HOW MUCH PAYNE THEY WOULD BRING.
yeah, i regret nada.
this summer was so amazing, and productive! i did a lot! i spent 97% of my summer in my room, eating on this magical website with rainbows and unicorns. i would wake up at noon and go to sleep at four, so be lucky im here right now.
so basically i read a lot of really good fanfiction, check out my fic rec yeah? and i read some really good ANALysis! I got GIMP the photo editing program and it basically changed my life ok. I'm close to 1,000 followers and that basically all i want in life ok? help a sista out. i rebloged alot and posted some stuff.
oh yeah and i ship two flawless homosexuals so fucking hard and read so much smut. ah man i read my first incest and so much underage i am going to hell probs.
it wasn't all fun and games tho. first of all, TIME DIFFERENCES like..why? oh and shipping wars (Larry for life bro. and ziam) DO YOU NOT SEE TRUE LOVE?? peeps are cray. ugh then theres ignorant people. elounor shipers ew. people that don't update fanfiction.
and omg. if you think that harry "cuppycake kitten" styles tops 100% of the time u r deluded. i use to be like totally louis tops 100% of the time. but i think he gives harry turns now, maybe 50 50 idk. im still waiting for da sex tape, you feel me?
and feels. puppy liam feels. hobo zayn feels.HEIght differnce feels. beanie feels. tummy feels. lets fuck niall feels WHY WHY WHY
IF YOU'RE A FAN OF 1D JUST A FAN AND NOT FUCKING OBSESSED HOW HOW DO YOU DO THAT LISTEN TO ONE DIRECTION THEY SAID THEY'RE HOT THEY SAID THEY NEVER SAID HOW MUCH PAYNE THEY WOULD BRING.
yeah, i regret nada.
8/19/12
Back to school shopping
*Warning: I'm going to shamelessly promote my favorite brands here*
Wow.
Okay, so usually around this time I have a whole new wardrobe ready for school, but not this year.
I'm going to go ahead and blame this on One Direction and Tumblr, because I'm afraid to leave my house now so that kind of takes away from my shopping addiction, which is probably the only reason my parents don't completely hate 1D.
Lol, I've only bought one shirt, which is crazy for me, because I seriously buy so many shirts.
It looks way cuter on me, just for the record.
Okay, so this shirt is called Mason Tee and comes in two colors (I bought the one shown in the picture).
Its from the brand Threads 4 Thought which is all organic clothes and its all really cute. I recently discovered it and I'm dif. going to buy more.
I bought this shirt in small, but its pretty big. I'd recomend going down a size. I'm too lazy to return it and stuff, so I'll just keep this one. Its cool.
This is the Thread 4 Thought website, they have free shipping and free returns which is the ost amazing thing ever, plus they sell the brand at Urban Outfitters and American Apparel, and Nordstrom (I think).
I bought some jeans from a weir brand I've never heard of, but they were cute, so, yeah.
Okay, so, you know how TOMs send you like a catalog in the mail and stuff? I got one a few days ago, and just looked at it and they had this wine colored pair, like the original classic styles, but when I was looking for them online they didn't have them on the site? And they didn't have them at Journey's either. Wahh.
I really like this (above) pair too. But I really want the non-existing wine colored ones! If I wasn't lazy I would post the picture from the cat.
My mom bought me this shirt for super cheap. You know, Team GB and such.
She also bought me a pair of jeans, from whatever their brand is called.
And a One Direction shirt from Hot Topic, but I'm tried of this so yeah.
Wow.
Okay, so usually around this time I have a whole new wardrobe ready for school, but not this year.
I'm going to go ahead and blame this on One Direction and Tumblr, because I'm afraid to leave my house now so that kind of takes away from my shopping addiction, which is probably the only reason my parents don't completely hate 1D.
Lol, I've only bought one shirt, which is crazy for me, because I seriously buy so many shirts.
Okay, so this shirt is called Mason Tee and comes in two colors (I bought the one shown in the picture).
Its from the brand Threads 4 Thought which is all organic clothes and its all really cute. I recently discovered it and I'm dif. going to buy more.
I bought this shirt in small, but its pretty big. I'd recomend going down a size. I'm too lazy to return it and stuff, so I'll just keep this one. Its cool.
This is the Thread 4 Thought website, they have free shipping and free returns which is the ost amazing thing ever, plus they sell the brand at Urban Outfitters and American Apparel, and Nordstrom (I think).
I bought some jeans from a weir brand I've never heard of, but they were cute, so, yeah.
Okay, so, you know how TOMs send you like a catalog in the mail and stuff? I got one a few days ago, and just looked at it and they had this wine colored pair, like the original classic styles, but when I was looking for them online they didn't have them on the site? And they didn't have them at Journey's either. Wahh.
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She also bought me a pair of jeans, from whatever their brand is called.
And a One Direction shirt from Hot Topic, but I'm tried of this so yeah.
8/18/12
terms used in fanfiction
Terms commonly used:
-Slash: Male/Male or Female/Female. So, gay action happens. Female/Female is sometimes called FemSlash.
-Yaoi: the term Yaoi is mostly used in Anime or Manga only. Its two (or more) guys in a sexual relationship. Gay porn, basically.
-Yuri: same thing as Yaoi, but with females
-Het: Male/Female. Boring stuff.
-Ship/Shipping: Basically a pairing you want to be together, or are together and you approve.
ex: I ship Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson
translate: I want Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson to be in a relationship.
-Canon: official or established relations.
ex. Bella and Edward are canon
-OTP: One True Pairing; basically the pairing that ruins your life, you care about them more than yourself and you feel like their relationship is more important than your own if you had a relationship but you don't because you spend too much time focused on their relationship.
ex. Larry Stylinson is my otp.
AU: Another/Alternative Universe;
ex. One Direction are normal friends that go to college;
-One Shot: one chaptered fic, can have from 100-100,000+ words
-Drabble: like a one shot but shorter
-WIP: work in progress; its not complete, the writer is still working on it
-Fic Rec: A list an author or read has of fanfictions they like.
-Trigger Warning; TW, if the chapter/story contains something that can trig thoughts, panic attack ect,
ex. Self harm, suicide, abuse
-Non-Con: someone get raped
-Dub-con: not raped, but they didn't want it
-OC: Original Character; character made up by the author, doesn't exist in the original world. (OFC is original female char. OMC is original male char.)
ex. Harry/OFC would be Harry in a relationship with a character I created
-POV: point of view; who's point of view the stories in. 3rd, 2nd, 1st, and the person.
ex. Twilight is in Bella POV and in 1st person
-Fluff: cute light hearted romance, no drama, or sadness
-Angst: a depressing feel to the story, someone dies, or someone sad, or depressed
-Songfic: a story based on a song
-smut: porn really. fucking. SEX
-co-write: written with two author
-prompt: a prompt is an idea for a story or one shot. If someone takes prompts, you can give them the idea and they'll write it.
I basically only read slash angst. smut or fluff sometimes. never het.
-Slash: Male/Male or Female/Female. So, gay action happens. Female/Female is sometimes called FemSlash.
-Yaoi: the term Yaoi is mostly used in Anime or Manga only. Its two (or more) guys in a sexual relationship. Gay porn, basically.
-Yuri: same thing as Yaoi, but with females
-Het: Male/Female. Boring stuff.
-Ship/Shipping: Basically a pairing you want to be together, or are together and you approve.
ex: I ship Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson
translate: I want Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson to be in a relationship.
-Canon: official or established relations.
ex. Bella and Edward are canon
-OTP: One True Pairing; basically the pairing that ruins your life, you care about them more than yourself and you feel like their relationship is more important than your own if you had a relationship but you don't because you spend too much time focused on their relationship.
ex. Larry Stylinson is my otp.
AU: Another/Alternative Universe;
ex. One Direction are normal friends that go to college;
-One Shot: one chaptered fic, can have from 100-100,000+ words
-Drabble: like a one shot but shorter
-WIP: work in progress; its not complete, the writer is still working on it
-Fic Rec: A list an author or read has of fanfictions they like.
-Trigger Warning; TW, if the chapter/story contains something that can trig thoughts, panic attack ect,
ex. Self harm, suicide, abuse
-Non-Con: someone get raped
-Dub-con: not raped, but they didn't want it
-OC: Original Character; character made up by the author, doesn't exist in the original world. (OFC is original female char. OMC is original male char.)
ex. Harry/OFC would be Harry in a relationship with a character I created
-POV: point of view; who's point of view the stories in. 3rd, 2nd, 1st, and the person.
ex. Twilight is in Bella POV and in 1st person
-Fluff: cute light hearted romance, no drama, or sadness
-Angst: a depressing feel to the story, someone dies, or someone sad, or depressed
-Songfic: a story based on a song
-smut: porn really. fucking. SEX
-co-write: written with two author
-prompt: a prompt is an idea for a story or one shot. If someone takes prompts, you can give them the idea and they'll write it.
I basically only read slash angst. smut or fluff sometimes. never het.
Favorite One Direction Fanfiction
Yes, okay. I know I literally have ten or more post with the title "Favorite One Direction Fanfiction", but from now on this is my fav fics post. So, don't listen to anything else. This is a list of 254 fanfictions I've read. This is fanfiction tag, which has all my previous lists.
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This list is mostly but not all Larry Stylinson. No het. though.
This list isn't in order js
This is pretty long, lol, I'm going to *try and limit myself to 20 fics.
Mostly from tumblr, but some from ao3 and livejornal. everything on fanfiction.net and wattpad is shit
Nothing too dirty on here. Or at all really. No incest or really underage- although I do read that stuff.
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+Bittersweet Pill by Leandra: Harry was a distraction from the moment Louis met him. Louis never dealt well with distractions; Harry, on the other hand, preferred many of them. Drug!AU
Type: Chaptered/ work in progress
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Drugs, smut, self harm.
Note: I love, love, love this fic! One of my all time favorites. Ever. This is the exact thing I've wanted to read. Plus, I made the banner shown on the masterpost. The rest of her stuff is gold, she has a porn star fic, and a prostitute fic too!
+ Thirteen Reasons Why by Lida: You can’t stop the future. You can’t rewind the past. The only way to learn the secret is to press play…Louis Tomlinson doesn’t want anything to do with the tapes Harry Styles made. Harry is dead. His secrets should be buried with him. Then Harry’s voice tells Louis that his name is on the tapes—and that he is, in some way, responsible for his death. All through the night, Louis keeps listening. He follows Harry’s recorded words through the streets of London….and what he discovers changes his life forever. (Based on the book Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher)
Type: Chaptered/ Complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Self harms, eating disorder, suicide, mentions of rape.
Note: I hate the book Thirteen Reasons Why, so I almost didn't read this, but I'm so glad I did! Lida is amazing. Both the first and the sequel is amazing, I can't wait for more of the threequel. This & this is the sequel (complete) , and threequel (WIP). Its worth the read :)
+Web Of Lies by Morgan: Harry had two, fairly well kept secrets in his life. But Harry messed up big with the two secrets, allowed the two secrets to become too intertwined. And now that someone knew the first secret, his web of lies was beginning to unravel around him.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Self harm, suicide
Note: I love Morgan! I believe she's one of the best writers in this fandom! Every single this she writes is amazing! Her one shot, her chaptered fics. Everything. She's like my idol. asdfghjkl; Flawless. There is a one shot sequel (Falling) to this amazing fic.
+Teacher's Pet by Morgan: It was supposed to be a quick and easy gig: Teacher’s Assistant. All Louis had to do was spend a few months assigning reading and grading reports, and then he could continue his wayward life. He wasn’t supposed to get attached, especially not to one of his students. (Student/Teacher AU)
Type: Chapter/ Complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Under age? " Includes triggers that may affect those with past physical, mental, or sexual abuse. "
Note: (I'm trying my hardest to to put every morgan fic here) Before I read this fic, I hated student-teacher relations fics with a passion. This fic brought new light to my eyes. (Has a work in progress sequel: here)
+New Mistakes Series by Morgan
New Mistakes: Young people have this idea of invincibility, enforced by the freedoms and lifestyle that come with that age. But no one is invincible and mistakes are constantly made, mistakes that don’t just hurt themselves, but the ones they love. (Basically, Harry has has a two year old son he never mention)
Family Ties: Blood is thicker than water, or so the saying goes. But when a family isn’t bound by blood, how many hits can it take, before it goes down in flames? Touring around the country isn’t easy for any band, but toting around a toddler, just made it that much harder.
The Old and The New: Turning thirteen is the end of all innocence and the start of pure hell. Hell for the new teenager, and hell for the family that’s forced to live with him. One Direction knew how to raise an adorable child, but the Luke that comes home from boarding school? Well that was a different story. Change is inevitable in families, in more ways than one
Same Mistakes: History has a funny way of repeating itself. A mistake of Harry’s comes back to haunt him once again, and puts to question everything he knows in his life. Including his relationship with Louis
Type: Series/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Teenage preg?
Note: (I swear this is the last morgan fic) Okay, I almost didn't read this because I thought it was MPREG which I hate. But it's not. This is seriously the cutest fic, I've ever read. But it has a lot of angst. Just read it and check out the rest of Morgie's oneshot, esp. 52 Birthday's With Lou and The Breakfast Club.
+For Angels To Fly by Hannah: Louis isn’t in love with a guy and Harry doesn’t need saving. Neither of these things end up being entirely true.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Prostitution, drugs and alcohol
Note: Hm, don't have much to say besides, its amazing.
+Porcelain by Raven: Harry Styles has hit an all new low, and it’s up to Louis Tomlinson, the newest edition to One Direction, to fix him. But what people don’t know is that Harry Styles is fragile—like porcelain—and one wrong move will make him in pieces and impossible to mend. Is Louis Tomlinson the one to do the job justice?
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: First, this story is password protected, so go ask Raven, she'll give it to you. Next, I freaking love this story and have read it countless times. There's not really a sequel but a series of one shots that go along to it.
+At Different Ends by Raven : Harry Styles has been reappearing in Louis Tomlinson’s dreams in a haunting, and almost cruel way. “But why?” Louis asks himself, “He’s been dead for three months.”
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: Again, ask Raven for the password. Love this fic, not much else to say.
+Seventh Heaven by condescendingsmirk: louis is everything harry’s ever wanted to be and harry is everything louis never knew he needed. (harry skips a couple grades and ends up in louis’ class.)
Type: Chaptered/ work in progress
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: some drugs, and drinking
Note: Summary doesn't give this story justice. Its motherfucking flawless.
+One of Her Students by Jenny: Everything changes when one day Louis decides to visit the school that his girlfriend, Eleanor, works at. Out of everything that he could notice in the school, he notices a quiet boy with curly hair who’s name is Harry. He comes to learn that Harry has secrets. And more problems come up when he starts having feelings for one of his girlfriend’s students.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: some drugs, and drinking
Note: Mmm. Adore this story!
+The Best Laid Plans by Emma: Harry Styles is England’s answer to Justin Bieber. He has taken the country by storm and everybody loves him.
However, there is one band that absolutely cannot stand his success, and that band is One Direction, who only years before was the biggest, newest, best thing to happen to the music industry.
When Harry Styles publicly admits to having a crush on One Direction member Louis Tomlinson, the band makes a plan:
Use Harry’s fame to get back into business.
Type: Chaptered/ wip
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: none?
Note: Wow! I love this story.
+Dangerous Temptations by thatlarrything *no summary provided by the author* Pretty much, Louis and Eleanor are married and have a kid who's best friends with Harry's little brother. You can predict the rest ;)
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: underage sex, abuse
Note: I'm horrible at summaries okay. But this story is hot. And dark? And I read it while I was in san fran so it has a hipster feel and set in san fran.
+Lego House by Victoria: Louis Tomlinson was just about at the end of his rope, caught up in the mess he’d created for himself, stranded at the center of a maze. Harry Styles was doing just fine the way thing were. He worked at night and slept through the day. He made enough money to just get by. Everything was fine. But one night seemed to change everything. Coming from very opposite sides of town, the two boys meet. One saves the other in more ways than one, and though neither expect a future extended past sunrise, fate seems to have other plans….
Type: Chaptered/ wip
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: sex (duh), drugs, self harm
Note: Me loves hooker fics!! Mh, this is probably the best.
~There is currently 11 fics, I haven't gotten to one shots so, its aim for less than 40 fics~
+Show Me the Lights by mentalistecbm: harry squints up at him and his trodden hair and shirt sticking to his chest and those stupid fucking eyes, smile wrinkles at only nineteen and he realizes that yeah, sure, this is definitely love. or at least something like it, something ten times more painful and enjoyable and solid, a million love songs reenacted out and the music’s pounding in his skull, a fissure sealed into the very soul of him. (alternately: leeds.)
Type: oneshot
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: smut
Note: leeeeddddsss. This is the best leeds fic I've read
+The World's Not Waiting by drunktuesday: A new guy joins the tour. Harry likes him, Louis...does not.
Type: oneshot
Pairing: Larry Stylinson w/ harry/omc
Warning: nada
Note: hehe
+st. peter's school for musically gifted boys by Elle: the boys of st. peter's school for musically gifted, and the stories they haven't yet told
tell me you don't want my kiss: at a exclusive, wealthy musical boarding school, louis is reckless, popular and ringleader of the golden boys. he meets and regrettably falls for harry, a sophomore with not enough innocence and too much talent. zayn is a junior heartthrob, niall is captain of every team imaginable, and liam just tries not to worry too much.
i was the reason for that smile: liam, one of the four golden boys, is cello player and irrecoverably and sadly in love with his heartthrob best friend, zayn. liam is the only one allowed to unravel the enigmas that is louis tomlinson, but he's often weighed down by the secrets zayn manipulates him into keeping.
spare me what you're thinking, tell me a lie: harry is now a senior, and spends his summer with louis while he attends university. liam and zayn are finally allowed time together only for it to be taken away again with zayn's impending engagement. harry and louis argue, make love, and try to figure out just how deep this grave they've dug for themselves really is.
what you're missing, baby: zayn calls off his engagement and finally faces his demons in hopes to win liam back. his second chance comes when he goes to find liam in spain on a whim. there, they explore the nature of their highly secretive, rule-obsessed relationship and try to ward away some of the insecurities that still plague them. scars don't always heal so easily. it's christmas time, and liam is concerned with harry's drastic drop in weight and louis' apathy towards the issue
you're leaving me (tonight): after the loss of his twin sister and best friend, niall falls into seclusion and ignores his life. instead of going to uni, he takes a trip to greece on a whim. there he meets a girl with wild dark hair and too much compassion. when he realizes he's in love with her, he flees home to find zayn's father has died and harry's condition becomes life-threatening. louis admits his feelings about the boy with the stars in his eyes, liam and zayn finally have their chance at happiness and niall mends his heart and learns to love gemma like she deserves.
cigarette kisses: louis and harry during spring break after harry's diagnosis. a lazy morning of shot gunning, love making, and all those words those boys can't quite say yet
beam and anchor: liam and zayn escape to spain once again for spring break. though his father has died, the remnants of zayn's abuse is still very well alive. liam tries his best to sooth the scars zayn wants so desperately to hide
incandescent bones: harry's condition morphs into something far more sinister as he vies for louis' attentions, and it takes a turn for the worse. after an accident, harry promises that he'll try to get better, and louis is running out of options
sun dance: zayn and liam and the sunny june mornings in their flat. zayn knee is worsening and liam smells like that brick of soap he likes too much. niall is keeping a secret and louis has sent harry away so he can get healthy. once again, liam tries to pick up the pieces and zayn is slightly in awe of him
Type: series/complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson, Ziam, Gemma/Niall
Warning: sex, drugs, drinking, language, underage, abuse, angst, medial/health issues
Note: its.. a lot. i know, but.. THIS FIC IS SERIOUSLY MY FAVORITE FIC IN THE ENTIRE WORD I RE-READ AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND ITS PERFECT AND CAN I MARRY IT you have to join the commuinty though i believe
+May You Enjoy Your New Life by higherarrow fic: When One Direction begins, Harry Styles is a sixteen-year-old boy foundering under the pressure of impending fatherhood. His ability to balance the sobering responsibility of caring for his tiny daughter, Millie, and the exhilaration of seeing his own dreams coming to fruition affects not only his future, but those of Liam, Zayn, Niall, and Louis, who never expected fealty to be the key to their success. But Liam is the first to show him how to grow up without growing old, and Zayn is the first to defend from the public what is private and precious. Louis -- Louis is the first for a lot of things; for most of the moments of Millie's life and for the moments of Harry's that matter. And Niall is the first to toast when Millie is born: Go maire sibh bhur saol nua -- 'may you enjoy your new life.'
Type: chaptered/ wip
Pairing: Larry Stylinson mainly
Warning: nada mucho
Note: er this fic is amazing! like seriously sometimes i forget that harry doesn't really have a daughter
+Perfect Timing by El: Harry and Louis live in a world where the love of their life is determined by a timer embedded in the wrist of every citizen, counting down to the moment when they will meet their soulmate. Larry meet and immediately discover that the dates on their timers do not match up.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: El is amazing. All her stuff us bril, but this is my favorite story by her! Check out her Louis-turns-to-glass au, and her blind! harry au here.
+Hiding Out in the Kitchen by Littlemousling: Harry's in an internationally famous boyband with his three best mates, he gets laid on a pretty regular basis, and he's headed to Australia in a week. He doesn't need anything else, and he certainly doesn't need a boyfriend. If this nice guy he met in a coffeeshop wants to date him, great—but that's all it is. Right?
Type: one shot 28,000+
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: EH I adore this!! I swear I read sequel but apparently not?
+Set My Regrets On Fire by Pendules: Harry's in an indie rock band, and Louis is Britain's hottest new popstar. They don't meet by coincidence.
+Always Holding On To Stars
Type: one shot/ series
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: lovvveeeeee. Rocker Harry > everything else
+Throught Your Darkest Days by robpatFF: "Harry thinks he might not really know what okay is, but Louis is warm next to him, solid and constant and questioning. He’s all wide eyes and nerves and vulnerability. And this feels alright, this might be some sort of okay, Harry thinks."
Type: one shot 35,000+
Pairing: Larry Stylinson and ot5 friendship
Warning: Alcoholism
Note: This is probs my favorite oneshot ever. read it.
+Undressed by theviolinst: They come back to the bungalow to help Harry detox from heroin.
Type: one shot 23,000+
Pairing: ot5 friendship
Warning: Alcoholism
Note: asdfgh wait this and the previous one shot plus the next two are all tied for my favorite...
+A Call To Arms by captainroyalty: Louis is a magician, Liam is his cleaning lady and Harry's the prince of a country on the brink of war.
Type: one shot 9,000+
Pairing: larry stylinson, ot5 friendship
Warning: nothing it think, maybe angst
Note: Okay, i was expecting a weird medieval harry potter thing, so I almost didn't read it. I'm so glad I did. errrrrr i love it so much!
+Its Only Fair To Tell You (I'm a bit cuckoo) by Tamazinrose: there are early mornings when you'd rather stay all warm and snuggly and sleeping in your bed, but you force yourself to get up and shower and get dressed, and sometimes you have to force harry to get up and shower and get dressed too.
Type: one shot 6,900+
Pairing: larry stylinson
Warning: bi polar-ness, depression, suicide..
Note: k. so yeah. I love this fic and have read it so many time. Tamazinrose is my favorite author in the fandom, no doubt. I love and have read every single thing she's written. She's my queen and runs the angst meme. i love her. the rest of her stuff is here because i'm not gonna rec like thirty fics. oh, and i believe you have to add her as a friend to read her stuff.
+And The Reason Is You by youngandreckless: Zayn and Harry are the socialite sons of two high-end record producers and the heirs to the future of Myles Records. The two are reckless, loud and out of control. They have no regard for reputation or responsibility. Liam and Louis work for Horan’s catering, their friend Niall’s catering business, and are at almost every event that Myles Records throws. After one disastrous night, Zayn and Harry are dragged home upon request by Paul, Liam and Louis.
Type: chaptered/ wip
Pairing: larry stylinson, ziam, nosh
Warning: angst and fluff -if you take that as a warning
Note: love this!! fav chaptered on that site
+The Next Big Thing by PoorMedea: Louis Tomlinson is an out of work guitarist who has no idea how he's going to make next month's rent.
Harry Styles is the third-place finalist on X-Factor, a show Louis emphatically doesn't watch.
Their worlds collide.
Type: chaptered/ wip
Pairing: larry stylinson
Warning: nada really
Note: love this!!!!
+Wake Me Up Series by Stylinsons:
As It Seems: triplets!au harry pines for louis like a lovesick stuttery teenager.
You and I: There’s a bit of drama over university and definitions, and Louis being far too magnanimous in trying to have a relationship with Harry through his brothers.
Collide: Ed reveals a secret in the worst possible way, Louis can't handle the triplet "thing" much longer and Harry makes some bad decisions.
Type: series/complete
Pairing: larry stylinson
Warning: nada really
Note: wow! this is my favorite of all the twins and triplets stuff that was attacking last month!! Also, I'm tempted to rec more of Stylinson's work but I won't so check out her other stuff.
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Okay that's it! I literally spent maybe four hours working on this list! Out of the like, 280 fanfictions I've read, these are my favorites. I recommend these fanfictions so much!
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This list is mostly but not all Larry Stylinson. No het. though.
This list isn't in order js
This is pretty long, lol, I'm going to *try and limit myself to 20 fics.
Mostly from tumblr, but some from ao3 and livejornal. everything on fanfiction.net and wattpad is shit
Nothing too dirty on here. Or at all really. No incest or really underage- although I do read that stuff.
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+Bittersweet Pill by Leandra: Harry was a distraction from the moment Louis met him. Louis never dealt well with distractions; Harry, on the other hand, preferred many of them. Drug!AU
Type: Chaptered/ work in progress
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Drugs, smut, self harm.
Note: I love, love, love this fic! One of my all time favorites. Ever. This is the exact thing I've wanted to read. Plus, I made the banner shown on the masterpost. The rest of her stuff is gold, she has a porn star fic, and a prostitute fic too!
+ Thirteen Reasons Why by Lida: You can’t stop the future. You can’t rewind the past. The only way to learn the secret is to press play…Louis Tomlinson doesn’t want anything to do with the tapes Harry Styles made. Harry is dead. His secrets should be buried with him. Then Harry’s voice tells Louis that his name is on the tapes—and that he is, in some way, responsible for his death. All through the night, Louis keeps listening. He follows Harry’s recorded words through the streets of London….and what he discovers changes his life forever. (Based on the book Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher)
Type: Chaptered/ Complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Self harms, eating disorder, suicide, mentions of rape.
Note: I hate the book Thirteen Reasons Why, so I almost didn't read this, but I'm so glad I did! Lida is amazing. Both the first and the sequel is amazing, I can't wait for more of the threequel. This & this is the sequel (complete) , and threequel (WIP). Its worth the read :)
+Web Of Lies by Morgan: Harry had two, fairly well kept secrets in his life. But Harry messed up big with the two secrets, allowed the two secrets to become too intertwined. And now that someone knew the first secret, his web of lies was beginning to unravel around him.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Self harm, suicide
Note: I love Morgan! I believe she's one of the best writers in this fandom! Every single this she writes is amazing! Her one shot, her chaptered fics. Everything. She's like my idol. asdfghjkl; Flawless. There is a one shot sequel (Falling) to this amazing fic.
+Teacher's Pet by Morgan: It was supposed to be a quick and easy gig: Teacher’s Assistant. All Louis had to do was spend a few months assigning reading and grading reports, and then he could continue his wayward life. He wasn’t supposed to get attached, especially not to one of his students. (Student/Teacher AU)
Type: Chapter/ Complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Under age? " Includes triggers that may affect those with past physical, mental, or sexual abuse. "
Note: (I'm trying my hardest to to put every morgan fic here) Before I read this fic, I hated student-teacher relations fics with a passion. This fic brought new light to my eyes. (Has a work in progress sequel: here)
+New Mistakes Series by Morgan
New Mistakes: Young people have this idea of invincibility, enforced by the freedoms and lifestyle that come with that age. But no one is invincible and mistakes are constantly made, mistakes that don’t just hurt themselves, but the ones they love. (Basically, Harry has has a two year old son he never mention)
Family Ties: Blood is thicker than water, or so the saying goes. But when a family isn’t bound by blood, how many hits can it take, before it goes down in flames? Touring around the country isn’t easy for any band, but toting around a toddler, just made it that much harder.
The Old and The New: Turning thirteen is the end of all innocence and the start of pure hell. Hell for the new teenager, and hell for the family that’s forced to live with him. One Direction knew how to raise an adorable child, but the Luke that comes home from boarding school? Well that was a different story. Change is inevitable in families, in more ways than one
Same Mistakes: History has a funny way of repeating itself. A mistake of Harry’s comes back to haunt him once again, and puts to question everything he knows in his life. Including his relationship with Louis
Type: Series/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Teenage preg?
Note: (I swear this is the last morgan fic) Okay, I almost didn't read this because I thought it was MPREG which I hate. But it's not. This is seriously the cutest fic, I've ever read. But it has a lot of angst. Just read it and check out the rest of Morgie's oneshot, esp. 52 Birthday's With Lou and The Breakfast Club.
+For Angels To Fly by Hannah: Louis isn’t in love with a guy and Harry doesn’t need saving. Neither of these things end up being entirely true.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: Prostitution, drugs and alcohol
Note: Hm, don't have much to say besides, its amazing.
+Porcelain by Raven: Harry Styles has hit an all new low, and it’s up to Louis Tomlinson, the newest edition to One Direction, to fix him. But what people don’t know is that Harry Styles is fragile—like porcelain—and one wrong move will make him in pieces and impossible to mend. Is Louis Tomlinson the one to do the job justice?
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: First, this story is password protected, so go ask Raven, she'll give it to you. Next, I freaking love this story and have read it countless times. There's not really a sequel but a series of one shots that go along to it.
+At Different Ends by Raven : Harry Styles has been reappearing in Louis Tomlinson’s dreams in a haunting, and almost cruel way. “But why?” Louis asks himself, “He’s been dead for three months.”
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: Again, ask Raven for the password. Love this fic, not much else to say.
+Seventh Heaven by condescendingsmirk: louis is everything harry’s ever wanted to be and harry is everything louis never knew he needed. (harry skips a couple grades and ends up in louis’ class.)
Type: Chaptered/ work in progress
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: some drugs, and drinking
Note: Summary doesn't give this story justice. Its motherfucking flawless.
+One of Her Students by Jenny: Everything changes when one day Louis decides to visit the school that his girlfriend, Eleanor, works at. Out of everything that he could notice in the school, he notices a quiet boy with curly hair who’s name is Harry. He comes to learn that Harry has secrets. And more problems come up when he starts having feelings for one of his girlfriend’s students.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: some drugs, and drinking
Note: Mmm. Adore this story!
+The Best Laid Plans by Emma: Harry Styles is England’s answer to Justin Bieber. He has taken the country by storm and everybody loves him.
However, there is one band that absolutely cannot stand his success, and that band is One Direction, who only years before was the biggest, newest, best thing to happen to the music industry.
When Harry Styles publicly admits to having a crush on One Direction member Louis Tomlinson, the band makes a plan:
Use Harry’s fame to get back into business.
Type: Chaptered/ wip
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: none?
Note: Wow! I love this story.
+Dangerous Temptations by thatlarrything *no summary provided by the author* Pretty much, Louis and Eleanor are married and have a kid who's best friends with Harry's little brother. You can predict the rest ;)
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: underage sex, abuse
Note: I'm horrible at summaries okay. But this story is hot. And dark? And I read it while I was in san fran so it has a hipster feel and set in san fran.
+Lego House by Victoria: Louis Tomlinson was just about at the end of his rope, caught up in the mess he’d created for himself, stranded at the center of a maze. Harry Styles was doing just fine the way thing were. He worked at night and slept through the day. He made enough money to just get by. Everything was fine. But one night seemed to change everything. Coming from very opposite sides of town, the two boys meet. One saves the other in more ways than one, and though neither expect a future extended past sunrise, fate seems to have other plans….
Type: Chaptered/ wip
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: sex (duh), drugs, self harm
Note: Me loves hooker fics!! Mh, this is probably the best.
~There is currently 11 fics, I haven't gotten to one shots so, its aim for less than 40 fics~
+Show Me the Lights by mentalistecbm: harry squints up at him and his trodden hair and shirt sticking to his chest and those stupid fucking eyes, smile wrinkles at only nineteen and he realizes that yeah, sure, this is definitely love. or at least something like it, something ten times more painful and enjoyable and solid, a million love songs reenacted out and the music’s pounding in his skull, a fissure sealed into the very soul of him. (alternately: leeds.)
Type: oneshot
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: smut
Note: leeeeddddsss. This is the best leeds fic I've read
+The World's Not Waiting by drunktuesday: A new guy joins the tour. Harry likes him, Louis...does not.
Type: oneshot
Pairing: Larry Stylinson w/ harry/omc
Warning: nada
Note: hehe
+st. peter's school for musically gifted boys by Elle: the boys of st. peter's school for musically gifted, and the stories they haven't yet told
tell me you don't want my kiss: at a exclusive, wealthy musical boarding school, louis is reckless, popular and ringleader of the golden boys. he meets and regrettably falls for harry, a sophomore with not enough innocence and too much talent. zayn is a junior heartthrob, niall is captain of every team imaginable, and liam just tries not to worry too much.
i was the reason for that smile: liam, one of the four golden boys, is cello player and irrecoverably and sadly in love with his heartthrob best friend, zayn. liam is the only one allowed to unravel the enigmas that is louis tomlinson, but he's often weighed down by the secrets zayn manipulates him into keeping.
spare me what you're thinking, tell me a lie: harry is now a senior, and spends his summer with louis while he attends university. liam and zayn are finally allowed time together only for it to be taken away again with zayn's impending engagement. harry and louis argue, make love, and try to figure out just how deep this grave they've dug for themselves really is.
what you're missing, baby: zayn calls off his engagement and finally faces his demons in hopes to win liam back. his second chance comes when he goes to find liam in spain on a whim. there, they explore the nature of their highly secretive, rule-obsessed relationship and try to ward away some of the insecurities that still plague them. scars don't always heal so easily. it's christmas time, and liam is concerned with harry's drastic drop in weight and louis' apathy towards the issue
you're leaving me (tonight): after the loss of his twin sister and best friend, niall falls into seclusion and ignores his life. instead of going to uni, he takes a trip to greece on a whim. there he meets a girl with wild dark hair and too much compassion. when he realizes he's in love with her, he flees home to find zayn's father has died and harry's condition becomes life-threatening. louis admits his feelings about the boy with the stars in his eyes, liam and zayn finally have their chance at happiness and niall mends his heart and learns to love gemma like she deserves.
cigarette kisses: louis and harry during spring break after harry's diagnosis. a lazy morning of shot gunning, love making, and all those words those boys can't quite say yet
beam and anchor: liam and zayn escape to spain once again for spring break. though his father has died, the remnants of zayn's abuse is still very well alive. liam tries his best to sooth the scars zayn wants so desperately to hide
incandescent bones: harry's condition morphs into something far more sinister as he vies for louis' attentions, and it takes a turn for the worse. after an accident, harry promises that he'll try to get better, and louis is running out of options
sun dance: zayn and liam and the sunny june mornings in their flat. zayn knee is worsening and liam smells like that brick of soap he likes too much. niall is keeping a secret and louis has sent harry away so he can get healthy. once again, liam tries to pick up the pieces and zayn is slightly in awe of him
Type: series/complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson, Ziam, Gemma/Niall
Warning: sex, drugs, drinking, language, underage, abuse, angst, medial/health issues
Note: its.. a lot. i know, but.. THIS FIC IS SERIOUSLY MY FAVORITE FIC IN THE ENTIRE WORD I RE-READ AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND ITS PERFECT AND CAN I MARRY IT you have to join the commuinty though i believe
+May You Enjoy Your New Life by higherarrow fic: When One Direction begins, Harry Styles is a sixteen-year-old boy foundering under the pressure of impending fatherhood. His ability to balance the sobering responsibility of caring for his tiny daughter, Millie, and the exhilaration of seeing his own dreams coming to fruition affects not only his future, but those of Liam, Zayn, Niall, and Louis, who never expected fealty to be the key to their success. But Liam is the first to show him how to grow up without growing old, and Zayn is the first to defend from the public what is private and precious. Louis -- Louis is the first for a lot of things; for most of the moments of Millie's life and for the moments of Harry's that matter. And Niall is the first to toast when Millie is born: Go maire sibh bhur saol nua -- 'may you enjoy your new life.'
Type: chaptered/ wip
Pairing: Larry Stylinson mainly
Warning: nada mucho
Note: er this fic is amazing! like seriously sometimes i forget that harry doesn't really have a daughter
+Perfect Timing by El: Harry and Louis live in a world where the love of their life is determined by a timer embedded in the wrist of every citizen, counting down to the moment when they will meet their soulmate. Larry meet and immediately discover that the dates on their timers do not match up.
Type: Chaptered/ complete
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: El is amazing. All her stuff us bril, but this is my favorite story by her! Check out her Louis-turns-to-glass au, and her blind! harry au here.
+Hiding Out in the Kitchen by Littlemousling: Harry's in an internationally famous boyband with his three best mates, he gets laid on a pretty regular basis, and he's headed to Australia in a week. He doesn't need anything else, and he certainly doesn't need a boyfriend. If this nice guy he met in a coffeeshop wants to date him, great—but that's all it is. Right?
Type: one shot 28,000+
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: EH I adore this!! I swear I read sequel but apparently not?
+Set My Regrets On Fire by Pendules: Harry's in an indie rock band, and Louis is Britain's hottest new popstar. They don't meet by coincidence.
+Always Holding On To Stars
Type: one shot/ series
Pairing: Larry Stylinson
Warning: None? Angst?
Note: lovvveeeeee. Rocker Harry > everything else
+Throught Your Darkest Days by robpatFF: "Harry thinks he might not really know what okay is, but Louis is warm next to him, solid and constant and questioning. He’s all wide eyes and nerves and vulnerability. And this feels alright, this might be some sort of okay, Harry thinks."
Type: one shot 35,000+
Pairing: Larry Stylinson and ot5 friendship
Warning: Alcoholism
Note: This is probs my favorite oneshot ever. read it.
+Undressed by theviolinst: They come back to the bungalow to help Harry detox from heroin.
Type: one shot 23,000+
Pairing: ot5 friendship
Warning: Alcoholism
Note: asdfgh wait this and the previous one shot plus the next two are all tied for my favorite...
+A Call To Arms by captainroyalty: Louis is a magician, Liam is his cleaning lady and Harry's the prince of a country on the brink of war.
Type: one shot 9,000+
Pairing: larry stylinson, ot5 friendship
Warning: nothing it think, maybe angst
Note: Okay, i was expecting a weird medieval harry potter thing, so I almost didn't read it. I'm so glad I did. errrrrr i love it so much!
+Its Only Fair To Tell You (I'm a bit cuckoo) by Tamazinrose: there are early mornings when you'd rather stay all warm and snuggly and sleeping in your bed, but you force yourself to get up and shower and get dressed, and sometimes you have to force harry to get up and shower and get dressed too.
Type: one shot 6,900+
Pairing: larry stylinson
Warning: bi polar-ness, depression, suicide..
Note: k. so yeah. I love this fic and have read it so many time. Tamazinrose is my favorite author in the fandom, no doubt. I love and have read every single thing she's written. She's my queen and runs the angst meme. i love her. the rest of her stuff is here because i'm not gonna rec like thirty fics. oh, and i believe you have to add her as a friend to read her stuff.
+And The Reason Is You by youngandreckless: Zayn and Harry are the socialite sons of two high-end record producers and the heirs to the future of Myles Records. The two are reckless, loud and out of control. They have no regard for reputation or responsibility. Liam and Louis work for Horan’s catering, their friend Niall’s catering business, and are at almost every event that Myles Records throws. After one disastrous night, Zayn and Harry are dragged home upon request by Paul, Liam and Louis.
Type: chaptered/ wip
Pairing: larry stylinson, ziam, nosh
Warning: angst and fluff -if you take that as a warning
Note: love this!! fav chaptered on that site
+The Next Big Thing by PoorMedea: Louis Tomlinson is an out of work guitarist who has no idea how he's going to make next month's rent.
Harry Styles is the third-place finalist on X-Factor, a show Louis emphatically doesn't watch.
Their worlds collide.
Type: chaptered/ wip
Pairing: larry stylinson
Warning: nada really
Note: love this!!!!
+Wake Me Up Series by Stylinsons:
As It Seems: triplets!au harry pines for louis like a lovesick stuttery teenager.
You and I: There’s a bit of drama over university and definitions, and Louis being far too magnanimous in trying to have a relationship with Harry through his brothers.
Collide: Ed reveals a secret in the worst possible way, Louis can't handle the triplet "thing" much longer and Harry makes some bad decisions.
Type: series/complete
Pairing: larry stylinson
Warning: nada really
Note: wow! this is my favorite of all the twins and triplets stuff that was attacking last month!! Also, I'm tempted to rec more of Stylinson's work but I won't so check out her other stuff.
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Okay that's it! I literally spent maybe four hours working on this list! Out of the like, 280 fanfictions I've read, these are my favorites. I recommend these fanfictions so much!
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8/17/12
People who know i have a tumblr
this is a meantal note rant thinf ignore plz
best friend- i literally tell her everything so yeah
longest friend- my old best fran really, and like the only real tumblr user really, directioner, and she wouldnt give me her url unless i gave her mine
little cousin- knows i have a tumblr but thinks tumblr is weird and wonders why there only pictures
sis- she's into the "teenage" post and shit tumblr.. but yeah im always on so
other best fran- knows i have one, since i always talk about fic i read, she has a tumblr with one post from like five months ago, shes never gonna get it
random wanna be emo thirteen year old- wel gawd she wouldnt stop texting me and i was half asleep lol she doesn't know ive been sending her anon for months tellin her to stop posting aobut it on fb and ugh she keeps telling her annoying middle school friends.
mom- she thinks its legit a site with one dirction pics
best friend- i literally tell her everything so yeah
longest friend- my old best fran really, and like the only real tumblr user really, directioner, and she wouldnt give me her url unless i gave her mine
little cousin- knows i have a tumblr but thinks tumblr is weird and wonders why there only pictures
sis- she's into the "teenage" post and shit tumblr.. but yeah im always on so
other best fran- knows i have one, since i always talk about fic i read, she has a tumblr with one post from like five months ago, shes never gonna get it
random wanna be emo thirteen year old- wel gawd she wouldnt stop texting me and i was half asleep lol she doesn't know ive been sending her anon for months tellin her to stop posting aobut it on fb and ugh she keeps telling her annoying middle school friends.
mom- she thinks its legit a site with one dirction pics
92 people blocked on tumblr
I've blocked 92 people on Tumblr.
I wonder what the Larry Stylinson tag would look like if i unblocked everyone
I wonder what the Larry Stylinson tag would look like if i unblocked everyone
8/14/12
Second Star To The Right Tattoo
Well, first of all, there's two years until I can get a tattoo. My mom has said that I'm not allowed to ever get a tattoo according to her.
But it's not like she's going to control my life forever.
If you've read my blog, you would know that I've always wanted a tattoo. When I was little, I would draw tattoo's with sharpies on my barbies and spent all of middle school wearing temp. tattoos.
I made a post maybe, four months ago, with a list of tattoo's I wanted one day. And well, thank god, I never got them because they all had no meaning at all, and I hate now.
Lately, I've been obsessed with Peter Pan. I want to read the original "Peter and Wendy" soon. Oddly enough, I have seen that movie twice, once the play, once the disney verison, which I'll explain in a moment.
I want the quote "Second Star To The Right" tattooed.
Until tattoo's I've wanted in the past, I actually have a long meaningful reason for it.
Let's see how do I explain this.
Basically, in 1st grade I had a best friend. I know exactly how we meet to; she asked me to go down the two people slide with her, I agreed, and we became best friends for years, until fifth grade I think.
In eight grade, we were the opposite of friend. I was an "emo-vampire" (as people at school had put it) and she's the top of the class, straight A, perfect student, very religious. So, basically, we kind of hated each other.
And, the tattoo actually has nothing to do with her ok, just keep reading.
Anyway, we became friends again this year, we have some mutual friends. It was brought up that my first sleepover was at her 7th birthday party which was tinker belle themed.
And I remembered so clearly whining because her mom wouldn't let us watch the PG live action play version, because she didn't have our parents permission or something.
That got me thinking about stuff.
I grew up really, really close with three of my cousins, they're 3, 3 1/2, and 4 years older than me. So, the three of them were really close of age, and I guess I wasn't that far apart.
Me, and the cousins that were brother and sister (3 and 4 years older than me) all lived with out grandparents, and the other cousin literally came over every single day.
We were all really close. Like brother and sister.
I moved when I was, 8, just around the corner, but it was still the first time I had been without my cousins. I seriously went over to their house every day that summer.
We all grew apart. Different paths, ideas and friends.
So, for like five years, we barley saw each other, even though we all lived a walking distance from each other.
This year was kind of weird for my family.
This year, I got close to my cousins again.
Also this year, my aunt died. I dunno, death is weird, but she was the first person is out family to die and I dunno.
So, I went to my cousins house, for the first time in four years, even though I spent a big majority of my childhood there, I have only two memories from there. Okay, more when I really think of it, but two that really stand out.
One was almost drowning in the pool in the backyard. But that's not really a good memory, since I didn't get in a pool again until I was like seven and to this day I can't swim.
The other was watching Peter Pan.
And well now, when we are all finally close again, they are all leaving. All three. College, university, or whatever.
Its so weird. The cousin I've always been closest to left for sacrament just yesterday, making her the first of our family to go to university.
Seriously, I am so close to her, its crazy.
So, they're all grown up, have their own places, relationships, and I'm still kind of here?
And I'm fifteen, but I don't do relationships, or wear make up and I'm just really an awkward twelve year old really in a sixteen year olds body.
And I regret tons of thinds like skipping holidays to be with my friends and never calling them to catch up and stuff.
Weirdest thing is I remember being like ten, being forced to go to my cousins fourteen birthday party and her and her friends were talking about wanting to stay that age forever and never wanting to grow up.
Except they already grew up and now I'm the one that's refusing to grow up, because growing up is the scariest thing I can think of. Really.
But there's some mornings I find myself wishing I was eighteen so I could do whatever the hell I want and those thoughts scare me too. And so does the fact that everyone is leaving me and all my friends are growing up too, while I;m exactly the same as i've always been.
So, yeah. Thats basically it.
Geez, this didn't end up being and tattoo's and peter pan much..
But it's not like she's going to control my life forever.
If you've read my blog, you would know that I've always wanted a tattoo. When I was little, I would draw tattoo's with sharpies on my barbies and spent all of middle school wearing temp. tattoos.
I made a post maybe, four months ago, with a list of tattoo's I wanted one day. And well, thank god, I never got them because they all had no meaning at all, and I hate now.
Lately, I've been obsessed with Peter Pan. I want to read the original "Peter and Wendy" soon. Oddly enough, I have seen that movie twice, once the play, once the disney verison, which I'll explain in a moment.
I want the quote "Second Star To The Right" tattooed.
Until tattoo's I've wanted in the past, I actually have a long meaningful reason for it.
Let's see how do I explain this.
Basically, in 1st grade I had a best friend. I know exactly how we meet to; she asked me to go down the two people slide with her, I agreed, and we became best friends for years, until fifth grade I think.
In eight grade, we were the opposite of friend. I was an "emo-vampire" (as people at school had put it) and she's the top of the class, straight A, perfect student, very religious. So, basically, we kind of hated each other.
And, the tattoo actually has nothing to do with her ok, just keep reading.
Anyway, we became friends again this year, we have some mutual friends. It was brought up that my first sleepover was at her 7th birthday party which was tinker belle themed.
And I remembered so clearly whining because her mom wouldn't let us watch the PG live action play version, because she didn't have our parents permission or something.
That got me thinking about stuff.
I grew up really, really close with three of my cousins, they're 3, 3 1/2, and 4 years older than me. So, the three of them were really close of age, and I guess I wasn't that far apart.
Me, and the cousins that were brother and sister (3 and 4 years older than me) all lived with out grandparents, and the other cousin literally came over every single day.
We were all really close. Like brother and sister.
I moved when I was, 8, just around the corner, but it was still the first time I had been without my cousins. I seriously went over to their house every day that summer.
We all grew apart. Different paths, ideas and friends.
So, for like five years, we barley saw each other, even though we all lived a walking distance from each other.
This year was kind of weird for my family.
This year, I got close to my cousins again.
Also this year, my aunt died. I dunno, death is weird, but she was the first person is out family to die and I dunno.
So, I went to my cousins house, for the first time in four years, even though I spent a big majority of my childhood there, I have only two memories from there. Okay, more when I really think of it, but two that really stand out.
One was almost drowning in the pool in the backyard. But that's not really a good memory, since I didn't get in a pool again until I was like seven and to this day I can't swim.
The other was watching Peter Pan.
And well now, when we are all finally close again, they are all leaving. All three. College, university, or whatever.
Its so weird. The cousin I've always been closest to left for sacrament just yesterday, making her the first of our family to go to university.
Seriously, I am so close to her, its crazy.
So, they're all grown up, have their own places, relationships, and I'm still kind of here?
And I'm fifteen, but I don't do relationships, or wear make up and I'm just really an awkward twelve year old really in a sixteen year olds body.
And I regret tons of thinds like skipping holidays to be with my friends and never calling them to catch up and stuff.
Weirdest thing is I remember being like ten, being forced to go to my cousins fourteen birthday party and her and her friends were talking about wanting to stay that age forever and never wanting to grow up.
Except they already grew up and now I'm the one that's refusing to grow up, because growing up is the scariest thing I can think of. Really.
But there's some mornings I find myself wishing I was eighteen so I could do whatever the hell I want and those thoughts scare me too. And so does the fact that everyone is leaving me and all my friends are growing up too, while I;m exactly the same as i've always been.
So, yeah. Thats basically it.
Geez, this didn't end up being and tattoo's and peter pan much..
8/13/12
Book Series That Start Off Amazing and Turn Horrible
Also know as, amazing book series in which the author writes more books for money.
Examples:
House Of Night by Kristen and P.C Cast: The House of Night seriously phenomenal, basically about your average teenage girl, who gets turned into a vampire and has no choice but to go to a Vampire boarding school. Now, HoN is about a slut that gets turned into a vampire, has control over the entire world and some shit about other world, magical bulls and fallen angels. Blah.
Actually, the House of Night series was a huge favorite of mine for a long time. I loved Stark, he's still one of my favorite book characters, but let's be real, the mother-daughter writting duo should have stopped at Tempted. The books started going down hill in that one, some would say they should have stopped at Hunter. Maybe its just me, but in Tempted-Awakened, I skipped Stevie Rae's parts, mostly.
I started Destined, made it to page twenty maybe, probably less. I won't be reading Hidden, the next two books, and I haven't read any of the novels.
The Immortals by Alyson Noel: Let's see, I got the first book of the series, Evermore in 2009. It was amazing! I read it in one day! I then read the sequel, Blue Moon, a few days later (also pretty amazing) then waited a month or so for Shadowland, which was good, not amazing like the first two, but still good.
Then, I waiting like, eight months, for the fourth book in the series, Dark Flame to come out. I think I got halfway. I didn't read the following novels, Nightstar and Everlasting, and never will.
The Vampire Diaries by L.J Smith: L.J Smith is a brill author! I admire her very much, and have read most of her work.
The first thing I read by her was The Vampire Diaries. It left me speechless, and I was so excited when they announced they might be making a T.V show (which was a fail).
The Awakening, The Struggle, and The Fury are the original three books, and Dark Reunion was added a year later. They were later published as two books, The Awakening and The Struggle as one and The Fury and Dark Reunion as another (funny story, I read The Fury and Dark Reunion first so I was confused as hell).
More than a decade later, The Return: Nightfall was published, which I eagerly bought the day it came out.
It took me a very long time to finish, maybe three or four weeks. I was confused reading it and it didn't grab my attention like the others. I didn't read the following two: Shadow Souls and Midnight.
Then, a whole other series was added: The Hunter Trilogy, which I haven't looked upon yet since its written by a ghost-writer.
If you don't know what a ghost write is (I didn't until recently) here is the definition:
More on L.J Smith: I love her, I really do, but come on, she's writing a fourth book to two or her series, The Forbidden game and Dark Visions (funfact: both of those series are in my top 20 book series) almost 20 years later. As much as I love L.J and those two series, I won't be reading either of the books.
The Secret Circle also has four books added to L.J's original series, which is written by Aubrey Clark.
Maximum Ride by James Patterson: The first three books (which are refereed to as The Fugitives) are The Angel Experiment, School's Out --Forever, and Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports, are basically about a group of six kids -Max, Fang, Iggy, Gazzy, Nudge and Angel- whole are all 2% bird.
I was really iffy when I bought the first book, but god it was AMAZING. Then, for Christmas 2009 I got books School's Out Forever - Max. Not gonna lie, I found where my mom hide them and read all the books before x-mas.
The Final Warning and beyond, are literally a completely different book series. About saving the world rather than saving yourself.
Despite everything, I will be reading Nevermore whenever it comes out. Edit: Apparently it came out exactly a week ago. opps. I'll get to that soon then.
But, there is some author's that did it right, Cassandra Clare and the Mortal Instruments for example. She originally published a trilogy, then added two more, with one on the way.
Or: The Hunger Games, The Dark Devine, The Wolves of Mercy Falls, all amazing with no added filler sequels!
This is a rant, lol. But yeah, honestly, if I don't like it, I should just ignore the books, not hate on them or anything.
Examples:
House Of Night by Kristen and P.C Cast: The House of Night seriously phenomenal, basically about your average teenage girl, who gets turned into a vampire and has no choice but to go to a Vampire boarding school. Now, HoN is about a slut that gets turned into a vampire, has control over the entire world and some shit about other world, magical bulls and fallen angels. Blah.
Actually, the House of Night series was a huge favorite of mine for a long time. I loved Stark, he's still one of my favorite book characters, but let's be real, the mother-daughter writting duo should have stopped at Tempted. The books started going down hill in that one, some would say they should have stopped at Hunter. Maybe its just me, but in Tempted-Awakened, I skipped Stevie Rae's parts, mostly.
I started Destined, made it to page twenty maybe, probably less. I won't be reading Hidden, the next two books, and I haven't read any of the novels.
The Immortals by Alyson Noel: Let's see, I got the first book of the series, Evermore in 2009. It was amazing! I read it in one day! I then read the sequel, Blue Moon, a few days later (also pretty amazing) then waited a month or so for Shadowland, which was good, not amazing like the first two, but still good.
Then, I waiting like, eight months, for the fourth book in the series, Dark Flame to come out. I think I got halfway. I didn't read the following novels, Nightstar and Everlasting, and never will.
The Vampire Diaries by L.J Smith: L.J Smith is a brill author! I admire her very much, and have read most of her work.
The first thing I read by her was The Vampire Diaries. It left me speechless, and I was so excited when they announced they might be making a T.V show (which was a fail).
The Awakening, The Struggle, and The Fury are the original three books, and Dark Reunion was added a year later. They were later published as two books, The Awakening and The Struggle as one and The Fury and Dark Reunion as another (funny story, I read The Fury and Dark Reunion first so I was confused as hell).
More than a decade later, The Return: Nightfall was published, which I eagerly bought the day it came out.
It took me a very long time to finish, maybe three or four weeks. I was confused reading it and it didn't grab my attention like the others. I didn't read the following two: Shadow Souls and Midnight.
Then, a whole other series was added: The Hunter Trilogy, which I haven't looked upon yet since its written by a ghost-writer.
If you don't know what a ghost write is (I didn't until recently) here is the definition:
A ghostwriter is a writer who writes books, articles, stories, reports, or other texts that are officially credited to another person...Ghostwriters are also hired to write fiction in the style of an existing author, often as a way of increasing the number of books that can be published by a popular author (e.g., Tom Clancy, James Patterson). Ghostwriters will often spend a period from several months to a full year researching, writing, and editing nonfiction works for a client, and they are paid either per page, with a flat fee, or a percentage of the royalties of the sales, or some combination thereof. The ghostwriter is sometimes acknowledged by the author or publisher for his or her writing services.-wikipediaSo basically a ghost writer is a person hire to write a book in the same styles as an author, the author usually takes full credit.
More on L.J Smith: I love her, I really do, but come on, she's writing a fourth book to two or her series, The Forbidden game and Dark Visions (funfact: both of those series are in my top 20 book series) almost 20 years later. As much as I love L.J and those two series, I won't be reading either of the books.
The Secret Circle also has four books added to L.J's original series, which is written by Aubrey Clark.
Maximum Ride by James Patterson: The first three books (which are refereed to as The Fugitives) are The Angel Experiment, School's Out --Forever, and Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports, are basically about a group of six kids -Max, Fang, Iggy, Gazzy, Nudge and Angel- whole are all 2% bird.
I was really iffy when I bought the first book, but god it was AMAZING. Then, for Christmas 2009 I got books School's Out Forever - Max. Not gonna lie, I found where my mom hide them and read all the books before x-mas.
The Final Warning and beyond, are literally a completely different book series. About saving the world rather than saving yourself.
Despite everything, I will be reading Nevermore whenever it comes out. Edit: Apparently it came out exactly a week ago. opps. I'll get to that soon then.
But, there is some author's that did it right, Cassandra Clare and the Mortal Instruments for example. She originally published a trilogy, then added two more, with one on the way.
Or: The Hunger Games, The Dark Devine, The Wolves of Mercy Falls, all amazing with no added filler sequels!
This is a rant, lol. But yeah, honestly, if I don't like it, I should just ignore the books, not hate on them or anything.
8/10/12
Probably the weirdest night of my summer
Like.. what the fuck even happened?
But my hair looked pretty good.
But my hair looked pretty good.
I Can't Watch One Direction at the Olympics
I HATE LIFE OH MY GOD
:C I've been freaking out since the end of May when it was announced that my babies would be performing at the olympics in front of the whole entire world!!!
Along with Ed Sheeran and Emeil Sande!!!!
LARRY MOTHER FUCKING STYLINSON
And now, I am apparently going to Six Flags on Sunday.
This. Is. Not. Fucking. Acceptable
:C I've been freaking out since the end of May when it was announced that my babies would be performing at the olympics in front of the whole entire world!!!
Along with Ed Sheeran and Emeil Sande!!!!
LARRY MOTHER FUCKING STYLINSON
And now, I am apparently going to Six Flags on Sunday.
This. Is. Not. Fucking. Acceptable
8/9/12
Forever my OTPs
In my short 15 years of life, I have shipped many, many different couples. But here is my OTPs for life:
Larry Stylinson (Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson). My current ship. asdfghjkl; IF LARRY ISN'T REAL THEN TRUE LOVE ISN'T REAL EITHER.
Jalex (Jack Barakat and Alex Gaskarth) THEY FUCK AND WE ALL KNOW IT. If Jalex isn't real then I've wasted the last several years of my life.
RYDEN (Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie) MY FIRST SHIP MY FIRST FANFICS MY FIRST SMUT MY FIRST OTP
Frerard (Gerard Way and Frank Iero) FRERARD OMG I WITNESSED IT IN REAL LIFE IT WAS GLORIOUS AND I WILL NEVER LOSE HOPE IN FERARD NEVER I JUST SHIP THEM SO HARD
Things that make me happy
- One Direction
- Cute Larry Stylinson moment
- good fanfics
- Ed Sheeran
- Deefizzy and everything he does/says
- Janoskians
- a good poster in a magazine
- a good book
- new tumblr followers
- markers
- my chemical romance
- cyr
- fanfiction
- update on a fanfiction I like
- food
- nirvana
- sublime
- larry stylinson
- ot5 fics
Angst makes me happy
I'm weerrriiiddd.
Just seriously, reading angst is my life. There is nothing I love more than reading a good angsty fanfic.
Just seriously, reading angst is my life. There is nothing I love more than reading a good angsty fanfic.
The Wanted: We don't want One Diretions fans they're too young
THIS MAKES ME CRACK UP EVERY TIME!
Lol.
Not hating on The Wanted (except I am), but one of them (I don't know they're names besides Nathan?) said that they don't want one direction fans to be a fan of there's and that they joke that 1D fans are the little sisters of their fans.
HAHAHAHA.
Funny, 'cause its the exact opposite.
I know a lot of "The Wanted" fans. All between the ages of 3-14. I know a lot of One Direction fans, mostly 15+.
Idk, it cracks me up how they think they're so much better than One Direction.
One of them said that they slept with more girls in america in one month than they did in the UK all year.
Not gonna lie though, they are hot, and if the chance ever came, will who wouldn't take it?
I know them as:
Sid from Ice Age
Blady
Zayn look-a-like
Wanna be Harry hair
Shirtless guy
Lol.
Not hating on The Wanted (except I am), but one of them (I don't know they're names besides Nathan?) said that they don't want one direction fans to be a fan of there's and that they joke that 1D fans are the little sisters of their fans.
HAHAHAHA.
Funny, 'cause its the exact opposite.
I know a lot of "The Wanted" fans. All between the ages of 3-14. I know a lot of One Direction fans, mostly 15+.
Idk, it cracks me up how they think they're so much better than One Direction.
One of them said that they slept with more girls in america in one month than they did in the UK all year.
Not gonna lie though, they are hot, and if the chance ever came, will who wouldn't take it?
I know them as:
Sid from Ice Age
Blady
Zayn look-a-like
Wanna be Harry hair
Shirtless guy
8/8/12
What blog should I make/saved urls
Hm, so I already have three tumblr, plus this blog, which is really more of a diary than a blog..
But anyway, I have my personal (lovely-view-0f-heaven) which I've had for nine months, my one direction blog (perfect-skyistorn), which I made because my personal was pretty much a one direction blog, and a Damon Fizzy and Vincent Cyr (dyr-is-my-otp), which I co-own with my best friend.
So, I either wanted to make a Janoskians blog or a Larry Stylinson blog.
Well, pretty much, my one direction is a larry stylinson blog, or at least 50 % larry stylinson. But I want to make a complete larry blog, with like links to all my favorite analysis and fanfictions.
Or a Janoskians blog because i've been wanting to make one for a really, really, long time.
idk, because I already neglect my dyr blog AND my personal blog and mostly use my 1d blog.
These are my saved tumblr urls:
Larry Stylinson URLs:
blow-larry
larrystylinsonisrealbro
larry-and-rainbows
the-name-is-stylinson
louis-full-of-styles
What About Tonight URLs: (because I know they'll be huge)
wh4t-about-tonight
wat-about-2night
what-about-2nite
Janoskians URLs:
another-failed-janoskians-blog
jan0-sk1ans
Louis Tomlinson URLs:
when-i-was-a-carrot
toms-n-tomlinson
Ed Sheeran URLs:
an0therday-anotherlife
paint-youby-numbers
Harry Styles URLs:
harrys-my-cupcake
Liam Payne URLs:
liams-two-kidneys
Niall Horan URLs:
nialler-ate-my-food
Narry URLs:
narry-hiall
One Direction URLs:
biafra-falls-1d
blow-akiss-blow-ajob
fivve-erections
diffferent-dick-everynight
infection-of-direction
Dyr URLs:
2boys-1ship
And, for some reason I had the url "what-a-downer" saved. I don't remember why.
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