Haha this applies to not one, but TWO people. I have to stop keeping people doing this to people, keeping them secrets. Ah fuck it. The question is who's my bigger mistake?
Lol the one I love more, for sure.
Hey, who knows maybe he'll be back to normal?
Ya right
2/26/12
2/25/12
so freaking stupid.. drama...Drugs change you!
So, he comes back from rehab and he's different. Like a bad i-hate-everyone-because-im-way-cooler additude.
Me: Omg! why are you here!? you weren't suppose to be here yet!
Him: i got kicked out of rehab!
Me: That's awesome omg! yay!- wait? what?!
then he tells me about all the cool drugs he tried in rehab which defets the whole purpose of rehab.
it pisses me off that that conversation was held almost at the end of the day.
Like I was fine with him smoking, drinking, smoking weed and even the occasional ecstasy pill. but fucking cocaine and heroin?! not even funny.
And pretty much he ditched all of his friends, he isn't even talking to his best friend right now, and he's hanging out with the fucking drug addicts now. Like the i-snort-crack-all-day, not the usual i-smoke-weed-everyday people he usually hangs out with.
and then he fucking ran away again and stayed with his stoner friend for a few days, then went home on.. thursday i think.
so i told my friend: I'm over him, he's changed to much, it's all about drugs, to much drama blah blah blah
and i guess his friend heard?
two day later he's at his fucking exs house.
So, pretty much, I'm pissed off. Yes, i stilllike love him even. and Worried. Very worried. I'm litterally just waiting for him to call me and tell me he's wasted someone or one of his friends to call me saying he did something stupid
Man, science on monday is going to be awkward as hell
Me: Omg! why are you here!? you weren't suppose to be here yet!
Him: i got kicked out of rehab!
Me: That's awesome omg! yay!- wait? what?!
then he tells me about all the cool drugs he tried in rehab which defets the whole purpose of rehab.
it pisses me off that that conversation was held almost at the end of the day.
Like I was fine with him smoking, drinking, smoking weed and even the occasional ecstasy pill. but fucking cocaine and heroin?! not even funny.
And pretty much he ditched all of his friends, he isn't even talking to his best friend right now, and he's hanging out with the fucking drug addicts now. Like the i-snort-crack-all-day, not the usual i-smoke-weed-everyday people he usually hangs out with.
and then he fucking ran away again and stayed with his stoner friend for a few days, then went home on.. thursday i think.
so i told my friend: I'm over him, he's changed to much, it's all about drugs, to much drama blah blah blah
and i guess his friend heard?
two day later he's at his fucking exs house.
So, pretty much, I'm pissed off. Yes, i still
Man, science on monday is going to be awkward as hell
2/24/12
2/19/12
I'm not as arrogant/conceited as i seem..
Okay, so people as in real world people not internet people, often call me: arrogant, conceited, and stuff like that.
i have a reason for thinking so highly of myself:
if i love myself, so one has too.
"Oh, i wish i had such high self esteem like you!"
As much as i say that i dont care what other people say i do!
i have a reason for thinking so highly of myself:
if i love myself, so one has too.
Arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has too- All Time Low (except. i'm a girl..)
"Oh, i wish i had such high self esteem like you!"
As much as i say that i dont care what other people say i do!
Things i love
- Nirvana!
- Sublime
- My Chemical Romance
- Jamie Ryan Dee
- Damon Fizzy
- Framing Hanley
- Reading
- Writing
- Xxskater2girl16xX
- Queenofdeadhearts/dasiykate
- funnel cake!
- Hollywood Undead
- Queen
- Lemonade
- Panic! at the disco
- Photography
2/18/12
i want these gauges so bad!/ 200th post
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| aren't these the cutest thing youve ever seen!!! Note: This was my 200th post |
2/16/12
Kicked out of class...permenatly
hahahahaha
I got kicked out of my math class permentally! i have to switch classes now because, i fail to do any work, disruptive, disrespectful, and blah blah lololol this made my day
I got kicked out of my math class permentally! i have to switch classes now because, i fail to do any work, disruptive, disrespectful, and blah blah lololol this made my day
I gave into the man
There is now three dubstep songs on my ipod.
I'm disappointed in myself. What would Kurt Cobain think of me?
I'm disappointed in myself. What would Kurt Cobain think of me?
2/14/12
Am I Ever Going To Update My Stories?
Something More?: (Austin And Ally Fanfiction): Answer to this one is yes. Although, I'm two episodes behind, so I'm going to watch those first. This was suppose to be a One Shot but I got a really good response to this one. So, yes. I will post a chapter soon. Not today. Maybe Thursday.
Link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7776094/1/Something_More
What Could Have Happened: (Twilight Fanfiction)
This story pisses me the fuck off. Can't even talk about it. So i'll copy and paste the AN note i left
whatever i give a shit
Ruby Falls: Ritual: (Wattpad)
This story is done, so i have no clue why i haven't just posted the rest
Fake: Behind the mask: Discontinued
lolololol read it and you'll know why
Penny Lane: This was kind of a diary. Ugh, discontinued too. might get back to it, but won't post it
Link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7776094/1/Something_More
What Could Have Happened: (Twilight Fanfiction)
This story pisses me the fuck off. Can't even talk about it. So i'll copy and paste the AN note i left
When i was first writingthis some girl asked to be my beta. i said yes. a year later she randomly ignores me and turns off her private messges so, i have no way of ever contacting her.This story has now officially been discontinued.Sorry to anyone who liked it.To be honest, I never liked this story. Seriously, not even 10,000 words in two years? That’s plan sad.This story is HORRIBLE, hopefully you have noticed that. I started this story in 2009 I think, when I was 13. I like to think my writing has improved since then, considering I have finished two novels in the last half a year.But seriously, this story is horrible, why are you even reading it?Will I start a new Twilight fanfiction ever? No. Will I start any new fanfictions ever? No, after I finish my Austin and Ally fanfiction, (Which will not be any time soon) I’ll be leaving fanfiction (except to read a Queen of Dead Heart’s story).Fanfiction just isn’t for me.I would tell you to go on my Wattpad profile, and read those stories, but those also suck. I usually keep my better stories to myself and close friends.
whatever i give a shit
Ruby Falls: Ritual: (Wattpad)
This story is done, so i have no clue why i haven't just posted the rest
Fake: Behind the mask: Discontinued
lolololol read it and you'll know why
Penny Lane: This was kind of a diary. Ugh, discontinued too. might get back to it, but won't post it
My Music Taste:
Lol. I find it weird how two years ago, all i listened too was wanna be emo bands like Black Veil Brides, Escape The Fate (Falling in Reverse on the hand...) Blood on The Dancefloor. Asking A.
Now i listen to REAL music like:
Now i listen to REAL music like:
- Nirvana
- Sublime (NOT WITH ROME)
- Queen
- The Ramones
- Beatles
- The Clash
- Rolling Stones
- Led Zeppelin
- Jimi Hendrix
- Janis Joplin
- The Who
- Pink Floyd
- Grateful Dead
- David Bowie
- The Police
- Dead Kennedys
- Bob Marley
V-Day 2.o
so exactly a year ago i posted this: "Happy v day evryone!!!!!
Well, today was pretty much the best of my whole life...
I bet yours sucked!!!!!!
Jk..."
and when i look back that it's like lol, why was walking home with an asshole so amazing?
Well, today was pretty much the best of my whole life...
I bet yours sucked!!!!!!
Jk..."
and when i look back that it's like lol, why was walking home with an asshole so amazing?
2/12/12
100 books in 2012: book eight
Don't Forget To Breathe- By Holly Cupala
A-freaking-mazing! Picked it up at the bookstore a few hours ago and finished it in one quick read!
only 92 books to go!
A-freaking-mazing! Picked it up at the bookstore a few hours ago and finished it in one quick read!
only 92 books to go!
2/11/12
100 books in 2012: book 7
Romeo and Juliet by William Shaksphere.
Forced to read it at school. Didn't like it. Too much like a cliche wattpad story.
13 year old and older guy fall in love. They can't be together. Girl in an arranged marriage and hates it. Girl fakes her death. Guy kills himself. Girl killer herself. Dramatic much? Wait it is a drama...
Forced to read it at school. Didn't like it. Too much like a cliche wattpad story.
13 year old and older guy fall in love. They can't be together. Girl in an arranged marriage and hates it. Girl fakes her death. Guy kills himself. Girl killer herself. Dramatic much? Wait it is a drama...
2/4/12
2/2/12
2/1/12
100 books in 2012: book 5
eh, i haven't had time for reading..or writing...or blogging...or homework...or family...or facebook...
i have a really, super important test to retake tomorrow that if i don't get an 80 on my life will be over. because i will be forced to get tutored. ever fuckin day after school.
The Boyfriend Thief: Shana Norris
95 books to go!
i have a really, super important test to retake tomorrow that if i don't get an 80 on my life will be over. because i will be forced to get tutored. ever fuckin day after school.
The Boyfriend Thief: Shana Norris
95 books to go!
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