Onward & Upward: January 2012

haha.. Well, i have an exterme obsession with Kurt Cobain. i talk about him 24/7. litterally.

So today, in second period, algebra, i asked the teacher assistant lady if she thought kurt cobain was murdered, and mr. teacher dude, told me to go outside for talking, and i'm like, "No, i'm too cool to go outside," long argument short, i ended up outside, and then three of my friends and a random guy ended up outside too.

and i really wanted to go inside to get my ipod, (to listen to nirvana) and my friend wanted her backpack so we wnet back inside to get our stuff and teacher-dude starts yelling at us saying that if we went back inside he would give us office referals.. and were just like "haha whatever"

lol i actually enjoy getting kicked out of class...

2:14 pm time i started this
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
1. Lifeline- Papa Roach
2. From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabin- Panic! @ the Disco
3. Rock N Roll- Led Zeppelin
4. Scentless Apprentice- Nirvana
5. I Can't Do The Two Step-All Time LOw
6.Hang em' High- MCR
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Real? Fictional? Dead? I'm gonna assume "On this earth" means alive and real.. so EVAN PETERS!!!!
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
"reading those words made me feel,"- The Future Of Us, Asher & Mackler
4) What do you think about most?
Tate Langdon/American Horror Story, Kurt Cobain/Nirvana, Bradley Nowell/Sublime
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"K" from my best friend.
6) Do you sleep with ____ or without ______ on?
...?
7) What's your strangest talent?
I have no talents.
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls are bitches. Boys are either hot and assholes, gay, or nice but ugly.
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Nope
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Last night at my friends house
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
hm.. no I only have normal phobias
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
No, but my little brother got a bean stuck up his nose
13) What's your religion?
Catholic, but i don't go to church or anything.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Roaming around town with my best friend, pretending to be spies or in a video game
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind. Defiantly behind.
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Tied for favorite band: Sublime & Nirvana
17) What was the last lie you told?
When my mom asked me if i was paying attention to what she was talking about like five minutes ago, i said yes
18) Do you believe in karma?
Yes
19) What does your URL mean?
When i first made this blog, three years ago, i was really, really, obbsessed with My Chemical Romance; there still one of my favs though
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Greatest Weakness: I have high expectations
Greatest Strength: I Don't care what other people think of me. 100 % true statement.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
EVAN PETERS!!!! and Kurt Cobain..
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Hell no
23) How do you vent your anger?
I listen to music and write.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Hello kitty stuff lol. Since i was born, but pretty much its my mom collecting stuff for me.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Video chatting...
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Very.
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
omg. the sound of people cracking there kunckles. ew ew ew i can't stand it!!!! and a sound i love is.. Kurt Cobain's voice
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
Don't have one. #no regret
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Yes & Yes. Esp. the first one.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right- Nothing Left- Lamp
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
My Cherry scnted candle
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Every place is beautiful
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
West Coast. I love New York, it's beautiful and has amazing people, but I've lived in Cali my whole life.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
EASY! Haley Williams!!!
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Be how you are. Be in love. Be loved. Have fun.
36) Define Art.
Art had no defiantion. Art is everything.
37) Do you believe in luck?
yes
38) What's the weather like right now?
Beautiful blue sky, not one cloud. California Weather <3
39) What time is it?
2:42 pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
No :( But i will soon
41) What was the last book you read?
Mmhh.. I start reading Romeo and Juliet last week, but last book i finished was Dash and Lily's book of Dares, i think
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
No
43) Do you have any nicknames?
Several
44) What was the last movie you saw?
Kurt & Courtney
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
I've never had a bad injury.. that i remember anyway.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
yup
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Kurt Cobain, Tate/American Horror Story and Sublime
48) What's your sexual orientation?
Straight
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Many
50) Do you believe in magic?
Yes
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
No. Life's too short for that.
52) What is your astrological sign?
Sagittareous
53) Do you save money or spend it?
Spend. Live in the moment.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
Amp energy drink, yesterday
55) Love or lust?
LOL. My blog title. And Love. Always Love.
56) In a relationship?
No
57) How many relationships have you had?
None that meant anything
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No
59) Where were you yesterday?
First, my friends house, then me and two friends walked to my other friends house, then the grocery story to buy cake mix, then my friends house again, then the park, then my friends house, then my house.
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes
62) What's your favorite animal?
Unicorn
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Be yourself
64) Where is your best friend?
Not on my bedroom floor :P
65) Spit or swallow?(;
spit
66) What is your heritage?
Hispanic and stuff
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
me and my best friend where in my kitchen eating cup cakes
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
Langdon ;)
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Lol. Idk what that means? oh.. nevermind lol
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
yes
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
What kind of a question is this? Save the dog obviously.
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
1.Tell people important to me
2. Road trip. from Seattle to Long Beach, and as many concerts are possible.
3. Not of dying, but of leaving everything and everyone behind
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
With love comes trust. I love people i trust. I trust people i love.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Many songs. Mmm.. "Get Down on You Knees and Tell Me You LOve Me,"- All Time Low. Anything by All Time Low, Sublime or Nirvana, even there sad songs make me happy.
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
6176
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
No whores.?
77) How can I win your heart?
It's taken. Sorry.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Insanity is creativity
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
To not give a shit.
80) What size shoes do you where?
7
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
"It's better to burn out then to fade away,"-Kurt Cobain
82) What is your favorite word?
I have a whole post dedicated to this. Psychedelic, Infamous, Corrupt, and Nostalgia.
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
Heart Shaped Box
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"That's What She Said," haha.. No, I quote people a lot . "I'd rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who i'm not," is somthing i say a lot..
85) What's the last song you listened to?
Stoner Hate- Scars on Broadway
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Every color. I think green in beautiful though.
87) What is your current desktop picture?
Nirvana
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
No one.
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
I always tell the truth. If i trust you, i'll tell you. if i don't, i just wouldn't answer.
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Scream, most likely.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Invisibility.
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
In 6th grade, my best friend told me about a story on wattpad. I read the first chapter and hated it. A year later, i started reading that story again. It got deleted. I never got to finish. I've been trying to convience the author for years, to post it again. She won't. I would go back and read the story.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Nothing.
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Easy. Kurt Cobain.
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Liverpool, home of the beatles
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
In jail at the moment? No.
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
No
98) Ever been on a plane?
Many Time.
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Oh Jeez. I'm not sure. Either with my "Be yourself, don't care what other people" speech, "Courtney Killed Kurt" speech, or my "real music, is all music" speech. Yes, i have speeches written.
100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
(i got this from tumblr so..)
Tatelikesbirds
keeptate
Ahsconfessions
isaysexualthingsaboutevanpeters
evanpeterssexualfrustraion

It took me over an hour to finish this.

3:21pm

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