Memories fade..

Lately, this blog has been getting hundreds of views perday.


Which is really weird.


I made this blog at the beginning of my 7th grade year, and now I'm almost in 10th grade which is really hard to believe. 


Honestly, I don't really remember when or why I started this blog and I really wish I did, but I don't.


I just want to keep this blog forever. I want to look back at this blog in ten or twenty years and look at all the memories..


Today was the last friday of my freshmen year, and today I can to a realization.


Life goes by so fast.


I really can't believe that there is less than a week left of school. I remember almost exactly what was going on this time last year. Its crazy.


I hate how whenever I talk to anyone i use to talk to, everything is a "remember when" or a "that time when we.." Today, my old best friends and I were talking. God, I don't even remember what I said to her. I said someting like "hey remember when blah blah" Its going to drive me crazy trying to remember what I said. She replied by saying "remember when we use to play dolls and that we were in an airplane that crashed"


And I didn't remember that at first.


After thinking about it for a minute, I remembered. I remembered that we use to (around 2nd grade) to in my closet with our baby dolls and pretend that we were in an airplane, then we would pretend the airplane crashed and we were in antartica frezezing to death.


We talked about the time she slept over at my house and we made "frosting" out of butter, jelly and maple syrup.


Me, Lily, Alicia and Kelesy use to so close. We would do everything together. I have so many memories with them, and we decided that this summer the four of us would have a sleep over, just like we use too. 


Lily was my best friend since we were two until sixth grade
Kelsey was my best friend from 2nd grade until sixth grade
Alicia is my best friend, since 2nd grade.


I think the thing that brought all these thoughts is that my cousin, who i consider my sister, is graduating high school next week and moving to sacramento.


See, i lived with Gabi, my cousin, for the first 7 years of my life, and with her brother.


Her brother graduated high school two years ago, but he still lives at home. My other cousin maggie, graduated last year, but she's still at home too. Now Gabi, who I am the closest too, is moving a few hours away to sacramento, where she's going to a fancy university there.


Gabi has always been my protective, big sister. Always.


Especially this year. 


Would anyone want to pick on the little sister of the senior class president, and the biggest stoner in town?


No, not really.


She would always bring me starbucks or whatever, give me rides.

Its hard to believe the people in this picture are now 15, 18, and 19..